MORNING

I think people are going to say me crazy cos rite now,early in the morning eating breakfast and sit in front of the computer....haha...i m a morning person so can't do anything...i m going to school later on for classes...

after some talk with all my sis n mum,my eldest sis suggested that y not we go to australia at the end of this year after my o'levels....so we need to save money...recently,my sis just came back from australia,melbourne....she went there with her family....she got a friend who migrate to australia so she went there to visit her n stay over....ten my bro-in-law fren also migrate,my sis told me that he drove all the way from sydney to melbourne to see them...crazy!!...they said going there is worth it...maybe i should reconsider bout it...haha...should start saving money....

aniwae enough bout holiday wen i have not even cross the border of o'levels....things have been happening around for quite sometimes,i noe bout it but just prefer to give the face of "i don't know"...its pple business so i don't like to butt in....at this point where i m standing rite now,i start to look back in the past n it felt funny and weird....time really flies....the pple around me are all more shocking to see....it seems that they r changing quite a lot...wen i was a kid,i used to have this thing on mind where i don't want pple to change...but definitely it will neva happen...as time flies i learned that everything change for the better or worse and it always happen for a reason....the thick n thin i went through really hit hard on me...feeling lonely??..erm yup sort of but i can't just blame n keep complaining....i just move on acting as if there was no lonely feelings exist..its easy for me to get over the feelings i had cos the things that i've seen in front of my eyes tells me that brooding over all the things is not really a good idea...i admit that i do felt angry n i m even supressing myself to an extent just for me to get on with life...but wat is life???....the answer is obvious enough.....living in the world full of emotions....don't u ever realise that wen the person u hate most goes out from this world,ten u will realise the emptiness in this world...i was wondering y didn't god make this world an everlasting world where pple won't die...but i think its a childish thinking....everything will have an end....

SELF-REFLECTION???...Haha...maybe....