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okay i m too lazy to blog....i've just made video on my school life pics but some i forget to put so do tell me your opinions bout the videos and which one you prefer...thanks....

video 1

the next video i will put as soon as possible cos there is problem with the video uploding in my photobucket for the 2nd and 3rd video...anyway do comment ya!!!

okay...lets just say that today wasn't the day i expected it to be...the day that i have been stressing is today...today we are suppose to have physics re-exam,geography re-exam followed by geography remedial which is suppose to be at 7.15-9 p.m.For physics re-exam,it will be postpone tmrw cos we did not have any time during lesson just now...there was geo remedial followed by ss remedial followed by geo re-exam and then night geo class...i've got stress over the manufacturing qns where mr t.w.l asked we to get it done cause there was so many re-exam...we went to the night class just now and after going thru one question we got chased out cause many of my classmates did not do those qns that was assigned...it started with answering one of my classmates and he got to know bout it then he shouted at us saying that there is no more night class for us.....he throw those keys on the table and switched the lights off that we can't see when we were packing our bag...i did those qns but i m just scared that he will scold me if i didn't do it correctly...b4 we leave,he said to us that those who did the qns can come and approach him personally tmrw afternoon.still thinking bout it cos i don't think i have time as tmrw there will be math remedial for 2hrs...when i walked out,i feel so helpless....the geo test on manufacturing and agriculture will be this friday...its right for him to get angry over us....when i walked out,i just don't know why this feeling came to me that i wanted to cry...my tears was almost flowing...why the hell i feel this way???...i kind of feel it now but its not that depressing as just now....i am starting to think on how will we face him for the next lesson....maybe he should not be hard on us as in give us hmwk cos it will ended up that we won't do (but of course i will do cause if i don't do hmwk i will end up worrying bout it and felt uneasy thru out the day,its part of my life)...he need to supervise us....oh yup,i am not going to update my blog that frequent cause i am busy with my revision nowdays got NO TIME!!...currently i am deprived of sleep,tell u the truth,i did the geo qns after i came back frm my chem nite class and i was damn exhausted for that day as i was half asleep when i was doin it....maybe he should not really care,just go thru those things without asking them...I WANT TO LISTEN!!!...for my results on mid-yr,i failed my eng due to p2 that pulled down my marks....comb.sci-not sure bout the overall but i passed my chem(paper 2 was difficult,only 2 person pass in my class and 13 frm 5/1) and did very well for physics,first time in my life...maths-failed(the paper was damn difficult,my band which is band 1,13 passed) ...comb.humans-got highest for my ss essay but passed for my sbq,geo-failed,miscommunications with the qns actually i study for geo its just that i didn't read carefully what it is asking for...the qns was asking for global warming but i thought it was air pollution...such a waste cause i study global warming....anyway the mid-yr paper was not bad except for a few papers like eng p2,maths p1,chem p2.....ok chaoz peeps i need to revise for maths.....Feeling kind of sad Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting

....n miss chow,i know how sad are u cause ur mother is leaving...we(our class) will make u cheer up!!!

more night class!!!we enjoy alot during your night class!!!

i'm back....its been a week since i blog...this week is fun in addition with the racial harmony day...i kind of lazy rite now cos later i need to go jog with des...wana join us??..if u guys wanna join us do tell me...haha...this week we received a lot of our exam papers back....wanna know my result???...don't think u want to know bout it...anyway i will blog again later and tell u peeps bout wat happened for my one whole week when i M.IA....things have benn happening there and here....ok gtg...see ya later...

today was raining when i was on my way to school and i was drenched in the rain...today those girls,friends of mine was damn funny...they sure know how to make pple amused....supposedly today we have night class but since our chem t'cher need to rush to queenstown sec for her cca so she conduct in the afternoon....the afternoon was suppose to start at 2 but she got meeting and u know,principal will always talk a lot and forget bout the t'chers time...understand,understood ar!!..my t'cher only walks in at 2.30 and she's late...when she starts to teach,i felt tired and sleepy bcos the weather was hot and usually at that kind of time and day i will have my nap...haha...as u know,my hobby is to sleep cos i m deprived of sleep....yesterday study like hell for physics and the topics that i left out came out for exams...luckily i flip thru the notes but still i can't remember it...the paper will be easy for me if i didn't leave the magnetism topic and leave out the topics that have came out for the previous physics paper....anyway its over...no use cry over spilt milk....just waiting for my results...i bet i've done badly for most of my subject although i study...i really don't know...after coming back from school,i went to limbang with my sis to ntuc and saw my primary schoolmates...she is still friendly as ever cos she approached me...then when i'm inside the ntuc at the cashier,i saw yuan xi,yong chuan,stanley,chun kwok...i think they went to play basketball...i look at yuan xi and then he wave at me...they went to buy something from a shop...only yuan xi was outside of the shop...when i walk to him then stanley went out of the shop and shout KAS!!KAS!!!...haha...that little brother....my sis said he is so small,short and cute...haha....aniwae,those bunch of boys is so friendly cos they will called out my name and approached me...
tmrw is saturday and i need to work on my prep work after finishing my english homework...the date due for the prep work is on tuesday...furthermore i have cousins getting married this weekend and i need to help out...i guess i won't be resting during the weekends....i hate when my weekends are taken away....darn it!!!
today i m feeling good,unwind myself after weeks,days and hours of studying....today i felt i m at ease...next thing to worry bout is my art and my o'level english oral that is coming quite soon...간다(kanda=got to go in korean)...

get to blog....at last!!!.....yeterday math paper was sucks..everything was screwed up..actually its easy but there's a lot of question that need to think so theres not enough time...give 2 hrs but made us do 4 graph question and 4 other question that need a lot of thinking...i just got my math paper 1...i failed,furthermore i m in the band 1....what ashamed...in the band 1 stream only 13 student pass out of 33...aniwae,i failed bcos i didn't read the qns properly and a lot of careless mistake....with this kind of result for my paper 1,how the hell i can pass the overall paper...mid-year,i m bound to fail my math...for ss,i don't even know what the hell i m writing...when i got a new t'cher for sec.5 ss,i was confused with the way she teach us in tackling sbq qns...got to catch things up,time is very limited...today chem paper 2 involve a lot of application....got a few question in section A i didn't do cos i don't know what the hell its trying to say...section B was quite easier than section A...i was hoping i pass my combine. science....if i fail my mid-yr,my mother will nag at me...cos she used to me bringing back good results...there is one thing she still don't understand...that is n'level is way different from o'level...need to make her understand it...
today geograohy lesson was a bit funny cos i can't stand seeing mr.tw.l face with his botak...haha...then he pronounce kedah as K-DAH...i burst into fits of laughter...then he say,"sorry lah!!i speak in american slang"...c'mon mr.t.w.l,if u don't know how to pronounce it just say ar rather than pronounce it wrongly...haha...physics lesson,as usual our t'cher was damn lame bout aeroplane stuck at saddik butt in the toilet and he called out his maid for help...when his maid go in,his maid shouted cos he didn't wear anything....haha...LAME!!!...when his maid managed to pull out the aeroplane from his butt,shit was stuck on the plane...PLAIN CRAP!!!...aniwae,we r used to it....its betta than geography lesson....yeah!!!tmrw there is P.E,hopefully we can play something that involve the whole class so it will be fun....tmrw,there isn't any paper cos it is postpone to next tuesday...today i need to do ,my english letter of recommendation and study for physics paper on friday....although there isn't any paper,i still have to keep myself occupied so that my time is use wisely...for my art work,i need to finish up as soon as possible...anybody willing to lend a helping hand???...haha...i m seiously tired now cos i slept at 12 a.m. yesterday just to study for this paper...
btw jus now went to diana blog,and this person kind of find diana look unplesant to her...WAT THE HELL!!!..this person said god created her a mouth and brain so she said it...omg!!!obviously!! but did she/he not learnt one thing...pple have brain and mouth so that they can think and say positively...pple like this shud get outta this world....so wat she/he say beg ur pardon!!!don't negative comments hurt people??..she say that we are still small kids and still want to have a relationship...does age matters in relationship???...this person is like spitting his/her saliva up on the air...things that people did,she/he didn't realise that he/she also did it....immatured people!!!...go back to school and learnt what is manners!!!

talking bout manners,i was damn fuming with anger yeterday in the bus on my way home...the bus was crowded,i was like standing all the way back of the bus...and behind me was an emty seats...this aunty aboard the bus with his son...she went to the empty seat behind me...my bag was blocking her way so she pushed me aside in order to let his son sit...i feel like slapping that aunty...couldn't she say excuse me???!!!its not that i will not give her way or wat...so wat i m young but that doesn't mean the eldest right....urgh!!!....this kind of people are soooo sickening it made my eye sore seeing this kind of people... ok,i need my 1 hr nap...gtg

...peace out peeps!!

okie dookie...got to make this a fast one cos currently i am revising for my maths paper 2....suprisingly,today our geog teacher didn't come and when the relief teacher came in,our class was already cheering...haha...actually,i was hoping that he won't be coming to school...aniwae i did his hmwk...oooo....mr png too,he is absent...maybe he watched the world cup finals....MAYBE!!!...a lot of my classmates absent too for the above unlawful reason,thats wat mdm rosnah said....hehe...but for umairah,she was sick...Umairah,take care of urself,k?...
basically today, i go to school,when me and des are seated in class,qi ming will come to his seat as he sit infront of us and talk bout yesterday match...And his betting too!!!....everyday!!!...the world cup fever is over and its back to our daily life....YEAH!!!italy won......haha...
oh!!not forgetting that thick skin friend of mine,farhan who asked me for present......he got the cheeck to ask me...seriously,i did not know that today is his birthday....wishing him a smooth sailing life and hope u lead a long LIFE!!!

happy 17th bdae!!!

i just finished doin my hmwk actually its kind of mugging...its like a practice paper...i've yet to mug for chem...i need to wake up early and do my 5 year series before goin to school...its because of geog lar...urgh!!!i m frustrated with it cause the qns is so damn difficult....bcos of all the hmwk ,i ate my breakfast at 5 p.m. and currently i am eating my dinner....tmrw there is social studies exam on sbq...i didn't study...i will study during recess tmrw...

today something happened,something that happened to my father and made my mother cry...she was talking on the phone telling my eldest sis bout wat happened to my father...when i heard bout it i was so sadden by the news...my mother tears drop as she told her....i just can't see my mother cry...i cried too...it happened in the morning when i was sleeping...i was on the bed cos i was awakened by my mother voice...i cried on the bed....i just don't want to people to see me crying...i want my parents to live happily without problems...i can't do anything cos i am schooling now...when i am goin to work in the future,i will let my parents live easily...cause they have given me wat i need and all they need is to see their children to take care of them and to be well taken care of...they act as if nothing happen in order to provide me an education and shelter to live in...but i noe what are the problems they are facing....somtimes my mum do talk to me bout it...all i can do is just to comfort her cos i can't do anything...haiz....i m so sad about what happened,furthermore it involves my uncles' wife whom my father is offended with....there's only one phrase i have to say...what comes around,goes around.....

k...enough of me complaining...all i need is to appreciate the simplest thing in life and do the best i can while i can for my parents...
oyasumi nasai,peeps!!!!....it means good night in japanese...

okay...just finished sweeping and mopping the hall and my room floor...i m goin to wash my bathroom next...just resting for awhile so i thought i blog....yesterday i was kind of shocked when i saw mr t.w.l cut his hair nearly botak...his hair was like the hair my bro used to have when he was in NS...aniwae his face look smaller....haha...yesterdae we are released at 12....went to yew tee after school...on our way to yew tee,we are on the bus...then got this sec.2 boy whom we called teddy bear,he was trying to walked thru the crowd to alight from the bus and he said"may i passed away?"...i was laughing upon hearing that...after that we alight at yew tee...follow des cos she wana make her atm card...went back...after that i put my bag down and went to limbang straight to meet my sis and my mum with my school uniform....after meeting them,i walked to yew tee with my sis....went to my fren house....after staying at her house,i went to pick up my nieces from school...after that went back and changed...my fren,my nieces and my twin sis played badminton up till 7.30 p.m.....all those things i did was damn tired...ok enough bout the thing i did yesterday....

school...got my chem mcq result...got 13...i think its not that good...at this point of time i m stress...i need to catch things up for my art...there's a lot of thing to do...revising and spending time for my art...today i need to finish my maths hmwk after that revise on chem...i need to do summary on acid base and periodic table...after that need to do 5-year series....i just need to organize my things to do for today and i won't panic....be calm!!...haha

1st post of the month....there's a lot of thing been happening....i fell from a chair and got a painful swell behind my knee joint...it looks like a blood clog...thx to me stupid sis...she pushed me and i fell down and nearly knock my head on the study table.....after that i kind of irritate my bro and he whacked my leg with the ipod charger that is connected to the cpu....this is wat i call siblings harrasment...haha...then today math exam was damn difficult...the day before i studied up till 12 a.m. bcos of the math revision...some of the qn that was set had been go thru by math t'cher but i miss out on those question for revision...it's only PAPER 1!!!!and its already difficult...how am i going to do paper 2???...aniwae,i have tried my best just now....i sat 2 solid hours in the class cracking my brain and now i get backache!!!!....damn it...

the banded math class have started and i kind of happy to get in mrs.tan class but when i m inside the class i feel like goin back to mr.yuen class....i feel that the way she explained is hard for me to understand sometimes...aniwae,i just have to adapt to it faster...today during p.e we played street soccer...it was fun but my soccer skill is poor....when i tried to take the ball from qi ming,he was damn fast and he accidentally hit my hand with his elbow...it's does not hurt that much though...wen we subs,me n my frens were talking bout we got hit by the ball...so i told them that i was hit by the ball before on the stomach...it was damn painful....it feels like gastric pain....then something happen...my hand was hit by the ball....just my luck!!!

a few days i watched this movie on youtube...its jenny and juno...its bout a 15 yrs old middle school boy who is active got the top student pregnantt...that boy took responsibility and so forth....i m so lazy to explain bout it...just go and watch if u guys wana noe....next week will be a stress week...there will be 1 paper each day...the paper are ss(sbq),math paper 2,physics part 2 and chemistry....physics,chem and math have a lot of chapters to study its like more than 10...got to revise during the weekends....btw yesterday geography lesson was so stuck up,mr t.w.l came to our class with the stupid face and then bla bla he talk bout not bringing our notes....after that when we were doin so called"geo 10-yr series",we kind of forget some stuff and there he goes again bout not having those basic and fundamental.....wen he explained,he will kind of increase his voice and shout...he think he is teaching deaf student....no mood so wat!!!...he need not vent anger....

oh ya!!!...mr png will be leaving in the end of the month...i feel like begging to him to defer his stay in cckss....he is such a good t'cher...i feel relax wen he teach us....he didn't pressurise us much....then he say students under his class will be seperated to band 1 and 3 depend on our ability...i hope the class stay as it is and the school just repace the t'cher...since miss vanita is back,i hope she is his replacement....i hate this when it happens...he said that he will not be teaching anymore...i think he wil open up a business cos he is interested in this kind of entrepreneur stuff....how will the school be without him.....aniwae,jus let nature take its course....i still got to do his hmwk.....tmrw there is early dismissal due to the EXCEL FEST...its bout the t'chers and stuff in school....wateva....all i noe is that i can go back home early.....wee!!!...gtg...