what about me.
12:43
Tuesday, September 19, 2006
Finally....preliminary exams are over...Today i went back at 9.15 am,it was like 1 and the half hour at school and then we went back...left with science practical exam,i hope i can really do it very well....i miss irene...anyway,i am still going to study after preliminary exams...Practice makes perfect isn't it?...i just don't know how would my exam result will be,i bet i flunk!!...its like how many more weeks to exam and i am getting scared and nervous...i just asked one of my friends who have took her o's last year...after listening from her,i felt that i am really running out of time..I really really must work hard!!!...its just not the words but also the action....nowdays,i've been coming back early to help out my mum...my sis just sit there studying and let her ass rot!!!..i am becoming a new maid at home...went back home,bathe my nieces,do housework,help my mum out to make breakfast,send my nieces to school and fetch her back....its pretty obvious that i am the house maid...well,i don't really say that it is a maid,for me it is just a help...i feel great helping others especially the elderly even though it means by holding onto the lift buttons and wait for them to come in or asking them which floor...the words of appreciation from a stranger is better than the person u knew...very weird huh?...today i woke up at 4 and woke my mum and brother at 5 am...waking them up is such a pain in the ass cause they are still sleeping and don't even want to wake up...i woke them up at 5 and then 5.30 and then 6 and then 6.30 and then lastly my mum woke up but not my bro...he woke up at at 7...I am seriously goin to study hard from now on...looking at me procrastinate,it hit hard on my head that not much time left...tmrw,theres mother tongue lesson which is my free period,i will use the time to practice maths....today i am goin to study for my practical...i've yet to finish my art prep work...i only left the pixelation part and first hand drawing...pixelation is so damn hard.....i need to colous the boxes with different colour tones and stuff....
After weeks of studying,i feel weak even after hours of afternoon nap..i feel like getting sick but i need to endure....okay...let me see i wanna talk bout cause today i have ample time so might as well write things that i wanna say...oh ya,i think i saw that fajar sec guy who always pick her sis up..i think i board the same bus as him when i am going back to school..when me and des were in the bus we saw this group of toddlers..they walk like 
penguins with the caretaker,there were like 4 caretaker and bout more than 5 toddlers...haha...cute...fasting month is around the corner and i need to do a spring cleaning befor my eldest sis do a spot check cause she is very particular bout cleanliness...i need to collect money and refurbish my room...stuff from IKEA are cool...i am goin to IKEA with my sis and bro to shop....btw,last sunday,i was watching documentary on 9/11,there was an re-enactment and they interviewed the pple who managed to escape from the north tower...a lot people were save from the north tower...i feels very strange and sad...the feeling of those pple inside the tower was like knowing that u are goin to die soon in just a minute...i was thinking back,maybe if u guys want to work in a high rise building,prepare a parachute in your office but that would be a funny idea...well,i just got to say that thing happens for a reason and maybe it was already stated in book of the world of all the things that going to happen...the sad part was seeing those who was trap on the 97th floor and above was calling their loved ones saying their last words...for example,this woman call his huband and saying that he loves him and his sons so much....they interviwed the woman husband and it was quite sad...although the north tower collapse,some of them were save cause they were dig out from there but they were at the upper part of the rubble...u guys should see it,it is really sad but i don't think there will be a repeat telecast...i think i talked too much but anyway this is from my deepest thought and feelings....well...gtg...oyasumi nasai....
