what about me.
09:12
Monday, September 04, 2006
its 9.06 a.m....i m pretty lazy to wake up today cause i can't sleep the other night...went to the kitchen and get a drink,went to toilet and wet myself a bit and back to bed.I totally can't sleep until it was around 2 am..Anyway before the day i slept at 2 a.m. cause i chatted with this guy,i really have no idea he is??...he didn't reveal the person name who gave my no. but its a guy.I was wondering to myself which guy have my hp. no cause i only gave it to my classmates.Forget it,i only msg him back when he msg me cause i don't really have free time to msg pple.Btw he said,if i get bored or wat jus msg him..haha...too bad,i don't get bored and wat!!!anyway,have u guys ever wake up from sleep and have this deepest touch in ur heart??for example,yesterday,i woke up from sleep and my mind was blank but suddenly i remember the things that i dream.I dream that there was a guy sitting beside me and i laid my head in his shoulder,its like he was my guy in my dream.The warmth of his shoulder was so warm that i can felt it even when i woke up and till now...the strange thing is,the guy is someone whom i don't really know...Very weird but it doesn't matter,its just a dream,game of sleeping....then yesteday,i went to jog by my own again...it seems that i have been enjoying doing things by myself..i went to jog behind the villa verde ,there was quite of man as in old man...haha...there is a few small boy...i find that yesterday it was better than the previous friday cause i am getting used to get tired and less stop than before....i think i am going again today,anybody wanna join me?after jogging behind villa verde,i went to buy a drink and walk to limbang park to take a stroll...there was quite a lot of family activities going on and i saw these three guys,they are friends with each other...they were just sitting at the play ground joking and talking to each other...when i took the second round,they were bullying their friends as in took his slipper and didn't want to give him back...looking at them,it feels that its been a long time since i have been having fun with my friends...then there was this guy,i think the same age as me or a bit younger,he was running and i swear that he is super fast....when i am strolling half of the park,he was on his second round...after jogging went back and check on some web...then i saw this phrase...the day when u realised who u should be with,him/her tells u that he/she have waited u for so long....it seems that i am quite familiar with tis phrase...i think yesterday i was acting very stupid in front of my siblings...i asked them whether i am crazy and laughed....i made stupid jokes and many more....I just want to laugh myself out cause i feel so empty...btw,from yesterday,my classmates kept calling me and sms me up till this morning asking bout the remedials and time...i m fine with it but sometimes it really show that they don't bother to take down the sept holiday remedials...they are relying on others for it....although they are my classmates and friends,theres a limit...if u ask me to reassure bout it,its fine but when u want to noe what remedial we r having and time,it really means that u r really not bother...i think its not nice to bring this matter up but theres a limit to everything.okay,i gtg....i m going to school soon.....and to my sis...u r so freaking irritating with ur kwon sang woo...oh ya,i forget to wish my bro happy belated birthday...his b'dae was supposed to be on the 31st aug but its kind of late....hope u will succeed in ur career and grow up!!!! : phaha...peace out!!!
