XOXO, HEARTTS

mummy!!!i am bored...i really need a piece of mind where i can figure out stuff...it seems that nothing are around me but i seriously need to release need to release my stress...the exam stress that i have been kept since the last day of exams...tommorow,i am going out to my sis house and to the national library...i want to find some reading stuff cause i have not been reading for quite a long time and not forgetting my language book which i have been hunting since the last day of exams...prom is around the corner but i am not sure whether i am going cos got no money...i guess these holidays i will not be working as i will be helping my aunty with her catering business which is much more better...tmrw,i guess i wanna go to a book store....books and books!!!!....i am suppose to scan my brother baby pics....i better do it tmrw morning cos i am goin to use it today...hopefully i get it done by the time he got home...

A fate that surpasses taboo,
A love that surpasses morality
Here,at the peak of his life at thirty-one years of age,is a man who is fated to vanish into space as a mere speck of dust in three short months.[In 90 days, I will surely cease to exist,yet the world will go on as if nothing has happened.Even my wife will someday dry her tears,telling herself that the dead are dead and the living must go on living.Then, would it be wrong to ask my wife for a leave of absence during my remaining 90 days?]

The fall of 2006.
A man and a woman were fated to meet, but their hearts were destined to be broken in the end. They are now desperately pleading for 90 days in which to love each other for the last time on earth. If you were this man's wife, or this woman's husband,how would you answer their pleaa plea that transgresses both morality and taboo...?

^^-the above are the sypnosis of a story i am watching currently...seems sophisticated isn't it...its a korean drama...i am not telling u guys wat's the story cause i've yet to watch as it is in the live tv...its at a korean channel...MBC...now,i am listening to a song call yuhljung means my everything...its was sang by a korean girl band...the girls are so ipeu-ji(pretty-but it is spell differently in korean cause this is the pronounciation)...they are so elegant and yet they have a powerful voice....i am waiting for a call from the job but i have to go this tedious processs if the immunisation and stuff...very the hazzle dazzle(let me speak broken english once in a while) hehe...just now went to interview with my girlfriend and then went to eat my breakfast aka lunch...then walk about at raffles city,citylink...then we went to took a bus back home...that bitch was supposed to follow me back but instead she went to his guy home cause his mum wanna meet her...so i ended up going back myself....i'm fine with it...when i alight the bus,my toe was having a cramp.I could not walk properly....darn...then when i went back,i straight away changed and went to jog with des until 8.43 pm...very tiring but i have to orelse i will be bored to death...ocuppying my times with meaningful things...anyway,i will be putting up something like a phrase a day....i just feel like i need it....anyways,girl,thanks for the companies from u and ur guy,it was a fun one...Next time,PLANNED!!!....don't be fickle u a**....haha...and to my dear sis,give me the credit for introducing cheon sang ji hee's to u,u ungrateful girl!!!okay,gtg... chal-ka

this is a kind of a species where there is a movie on it...this cutie is super cute...u guys should see the movie...

a phrase a day:

WE SEE A LOT OF PEOLPLE BECAUSE WE ARE LOVING,
BUT THERE ARE NOT A LOT OF PEOPLE WHO CAN LEAVES A FOOTPRINT IN OUR HEARTS

haiz....remember i told you about my grandfather...he was having lung cancer and stuff and my mum took care of her... anyway,i am having a hard time cause he passed at around 12 PM...imagine,u seeing a near to die person and your loved ones...it was so tragic that morning...my parents was not at home an only me,my twin sis and my bro was in the house....when his mouth was producing foam,i quickly called my father and the ambulance...anyway,up till now i still can't believe that he passes away cause he was slowly recovering and yesterday was an exceptional day...live still goes on withut my granfather...Indeed,it was his last Hari Raya Celebration....but we have prepared for the worst and knew these days would come...i did not eat my breakfast up till around 9 in the evening...life was so hectic yesterday...its kind of hurting in my heart to see people go away just like that...well,i got to go....

In the memories of my late grandfather......

"change of appearance means change of heart"....well,this is what i felt...i am super pissed off today...i have not mug for the last paper of my o'levels and i really really want to do it well and get it over with it.At the end of the day,all i want to know its that i have done my best and thats all i want...my mind is really in a mess cause i have all those events coming up and it clash so i have to choose to attend either and give it a miss to another..By the way i changed my layout and my blog is not fully done cause i am lazy...hehe..algesseoyeo?(understand)...i am angry at myself for not being able to do things right and the way it plan...well,later on i need to go to my sis house cause over there i can find peace...recently,my twin sis is such a pest..she is suppose to mug for her a*maths but instead she just sit in front of the computer and blog about DONG BANG SHIN GI..ommo...she is really going to die if i tell my mum bout this...if she really piss me off i will let the cats out of the bag...muahaha*evil* ^-^
oh ya,she even tries to put some korean words on her blog...jeoreon!!!maldo andwaeyo<---this is meant for her cause she is look silly when she is writing her blog and referring to the korean phrasebook that i copied...well i copied it and i memorise better but being lazy doesn't help right dongsaeng?...muahaha... asmidah,i really want to see your new hair and do meet up sometimes with me...haha!!!! well pple,good luck for ur last paper and do it wel!!!
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I have so much to tell you... I need to tell you..
I really want to tell you but...
Whenever I stand in front of you, I freeze up like ice
Do you know that I can't even be myself?I really didnt know...
I didnt know as I lived this life..
I didnt know that this yearning can hide inside of me
Even when I look, and I look some more,I
miss you even more, I think I'll go crazy
(the above phrase is just a song lyrics i picked out,it means nothing to me)

I'm back for the first time of the week..well,basically on the weekends,went to my sis house and entertain my nieces...sleepover at her house...then my bro came too...i was watching this tv game show call golden bell bout students in korea from 45 schools went thru a competition and the qns asked are all bout korean history...i guess i am fond by their vast history...then there was one guy who manage to get in the final four...he was asked by the host on who motivates him to be in the competition..then he said "being in a dormitory school was quite competitive and it was hard so i am stress and cried...i went up to the roof and cried then there was this teacher,an english teacher who was smoking up at the roof...he saw me and he wipe my tears with his hat"(aww...i m moved)...then the host asked what would u like to say to him?he said,i m sorry cause i could not be in this competition anymore but i have done my best(cause he answered the qns incorrectly)..the host once again asked,where is he now?...he said he is in heaven,he died in a car accident(i cried)....it gives me the sense that i really value my teacher a lot....anyway,yesterday before went back,me,my bro,sis,bro-in-law and my nieces went to swensen and eat ice cream...actually was my nieces,but then she was sicked so me n my bro ate her spaghetti and ice-cream...hehe...initially,me and my bro shared this white something....its a banana ice-cream below it there was a almond cake...it was too sweet...i don't like it...i like the ice cream which my sis ordered...it was nice...and btw,there was one bangla waiter,he was supper funny due to his accent...After that went home with my bro...we went to lot 1 for a moment cause he was looking for his polo-tee...i help him to choose and stuff after that went back home....this friday i am going to vivocity with my bro-in-law,my sis and niece...hopefully my bro tag along cause he have chalet the day before....now,i m sick!!!this is the second time in a consecutive week that i fell sick...this is so sickening!!18(go n find out urself,it is a korean keyword to something)..i guess tmrw,i am going to give a call for the job tmrw that tao hin gave me....i have gave it a thought....oh yeah!!...before i forget...sorry,Tao hin...u blog is still under construction by me...there was some pblem with the html code so do bare with it!!!....hehe =)

okay gtg....

안녕하세요

hip hip hooray!!!...today was the second last paper and left with last paper which is in 10 day's time...so far the overall rating of all the papers are medium but physics was difficult for section B...i am goin to spend the 10 days cleaning my books cause its all over in my cupboard,clean my room toilet...aiyah....clean my whole room lar plus JOGGING!!! =) ...care to join me for a jog?anyone?...it is in the mess for the whole of one week...The worst day i had was on tuesday cause i fell sick...at first i have gastric cause i didn't eat,then it was becoming so painful that i get cold shivers followed by fever...i didn't eat panadol cause if i eat them i will have this feeling that my head is almost coming off from my body...haha...am i exageratting alot?...stimultaneously,i was having a 3 big ulcers on my mouth...poor me but still i need to study...Furthermore,today,it was raining heavily when i was alighting nearby the school...i was drenched in the rain...my pair of shoe was wet and everything...i have to endure those wetness while doing my maths paper...i think i am the only one who kept sneezing in the class and was the only one who drenched in the rain....DARN!!!...soon i am going to change my blogskin cause it look so boring...oh ya this 10 days i am going for jub hunting so that i will be able to work right after my paper...my sis manage to get me one at raffle places but have yet to call...SOON!!!
gtg,ahnnyeongikaseyo....oh ya!!i need to thank stanley for the umbrella...he offered me to share the umbrella with him...luckily he was there or else i will be SUPER WET!!!...THANK YOU STANLEY!!...