what about me.
14:49
Thursday, November 16, 2006
"change of appearance means change of heart"....well,this is what i felt...i am super pissed off today...i have not mug for the last paper of my o'levels and i really really want to do it well and get it over with it.At the end of the day,all i want to know its that i have done my best and thats all i want...my mind is really in a mess cause i have all those events coming up and it clash so i have to choose to attend either and give it a miss to another..By the way i changed my layout and my blog is not fully done cause i am lazy...hehe..algesseoyeo?(understand)...i am angry at myself for not being able to do things right and the way it plan...well,later on i need to go to my sis house cause over there i can find peace...recently,my twin sis is such a pest..she is suppose to mug for her a*maths but instead she just sit in front of the computer and blog about DONG BANG SHIN GI..ommo...she is really going to die if i tell my mum bout this...if she really piss me off i will let the cats out of the bag...muahaha*evil* ^-^
oh ya,she even tries to put some korean words on her blog...jeoreon!!!maldo andwaeyo<---this is meant for her cause she is look silly when she is writing her blog and referring to the korean phrasebook that i copied...well i copied it and i memorise better but being lazy doesn't help right dongsaeng?...muahaha... asmidah,i really want to see your new hair and do meet up sometimes with me...haha!!!! well pple,good luck for ur last paper and do it wel!!! 
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I have so much to tell you... I need to tell you..
I really want to tell you but...
Whenever I stand in front of you, I freeze up like ice
Do you know that I can't even be myself?I really didnt know...
I didnt know as I lived this life..
I didnt know that this yearning can hide inside of me
Even when I look, and I look some more,I
miss you even more, I think I'll go crazy
(the above phrase is just a song lyrics i picked out,it means nothing to me)