what about me.
17:04
Monday, January 29, 2007
i am sad T_T...
seeing her living thru this life with just a a piece of dollar note....
hopefully it won't happen again,it makes me sad...
did you hear my prayer?...
there are more to it....
playing is just not in the dictionary of life...
life is getting more n more serious...
let's just smile...no matter how hard life can be!!!!
= )
PS:i am going to make a short blog in the future or even a photo blog...
i am super lazy to talk crap and stuff....i just wrote my random thoughts..u need not need to understand it...reading it is just enough..
16:43
Thursday, January 25, 2007
okay...i've just finished doing the school montarch stuff..i took nearly 3 hrs from the editing,the lyrics,timing...its tedious but for the sake of my class i did it!!!....here's the link http://www.yourfilehost.com/media.php?cat=other&file=montarch.MSWMM
btw,the song will be changed cause i don't know what sort of song i want to put...there' will be more pics and change of song...plus some extra thingy to be add in...this is just a rough idea....i hope u guys enjoy and give u a sense of joy during the years we've spent in school...comments pls tag...thank you....
edit:oh gosh!!!...i feel like spitting those vulgarities out cause the link is not working and the format of the file need to be change...i guess u guys just ask me for the files....that would be more better...
03:52
i can't sleep so i am writing an entry...i was talking to des,my friend whom i know since day 1 of secondary school..she can't sleep too..so we talk about what we've been up to since we've yet to work(i am going to work this fri)...i said to her that during my time at home,i would always think how time really flies...the 5 yrs we went through together in sadness n joy...we reminisce bout the time i fell from my chair like roller coaster,sara fell too without warning when she was sitting on it...how des fell from the stairs like sitting on a bumper car,the one n only "cool guy" who forgot to zip his pants...the hot-tempered pregnant teachers we have to endure with,the times where i would always sit and stuck with my veteran partner....There's totally alot of memories in the school...we may not be united as one but still fond memories of each other will be kept..my class may be known as trouble but teachers like ms chow...she just won't give us up...willing to do anything just for us to get in the momentum of studying..the night class she held...the sacrifices she made...i m sure,everyone won't forget those things cause she is one and only teacher...
Fights,it happen but its rare...cold war here and there as the year ends but it made us more understanding towards each other...more mature...the cold war between the girls are really funny but hey!!...there's up and down in life....i am really sad that there's really a big gap in us in understanding each other especially my classmates...anyway,to wrap things up...i've really enjoyed my year in cckss....the 5 meaningful yrs of my life....especially to mdm hayati who helps me alot while i m taking my n'level...she is a great teacher who have the student affairs at heart..
it sounds like i am making my last speech...haha..anyway,this is the way i appreciate my teachers...i may know as the studious and quiet in class but i know my responsibility as a student...the things that u taught in life that i would've never learn from others..the continuos support from u guys is really heart-warming....i've done my best and my days have ended...
i don't know whether i have post this up but i would like to dedicate this lyrics for all my friends including my ex-classmates or those reading this post...its meaningful cause it give u a sense of motivation to move on no matter what happen in life...it may hurts but it leads u to a brighter future...erm my sister really gonna get a bashing for me cause she have been condeming me in her blog...i 've just gave her a kick just now and she fell frm the bed...to ONG ZHUNG REN....congratulation for passing your car driving license but too bad over here u can just ride a bicycle..LAME...i know...i really wanna get a license...anyway...here's the lyrics:
Even if I swallowed my sighs, my heart was heavy,
With the broken wings, each day was painful,
Even if I try, it's not as easy as I think it is,
I want to cry like a child
The sun in the sky comes to me now,
It'll shine all the dreams in my heart,
Look at me~
I'm different from yesterday~ my tears stopped~
I'll walk along the light,
And I swear~
That my hot heart will beat harder,
I'll show you myself, like those fireworks
Rap] The time when I couldn't recognize the people,
How I ran away from the wind, to the shelter,
The torture, even if I was a cowards & tried to hide,
I wandered like the wind,
But my life that was hard,
It'll be hotter than the sun in my heart
Cuz Sunshine on me, and finally...
I'll open my wings to the sky
Even if the darkness was gone, my eyes were dark,
I didn't know the road I had to walk,
Everytime somebody blocked my path,
I always gave up
The sun in the sky coems to me now,
It'll shine all the dreams in my heart
Look at me~
I'm different from yesterday~ my tears stopped~
I'll walk along the light,
And I swear~
That my hot heart will beat harder,
I'll show you myself, like those fireworks
I was reborn, and I'm different now,
I won't drop those stupid tears
Trust me,
How I smile brightly~ I threw away the pain~
I'll fly towards my dreams
And I swear,
Until the day the world ends~
You'll see my bright self, like the sun
I'll go for the world~
Thats all guys...have a nice day...and be strong as day flies cause it's sunshine after the stormy rain!!! 
LOTS OF LOVE,
KAAMINAH <3
19:58
Thursday, January 18, 2007
01:19
Saturday, January 13, 2007
i am in state of shock..maybe i shall hold on to it and let u guys find out..it is such a small world afterall...whatever it is,it does not concern me a bit no matter what...now,i want to blog all i have in my mind to cheer 'em up or at least they read this with a smile is fine with me...
to eng sin,it was nice chatting with you after such along time...i know life is enjoyable but sometimes u need to suffer in life to have a better life.Life without torture is never called a life.Let mistake be your lesson in life and not to repeat it again.I hope they will accept you and provided u must work hard.Jia you!!!!...
to irene,hey there pal?i hope you are doing well and continue to write your story.One day u can be a story writer for some manga company.Is new york still cold as it used to?...that day,i was shocked to hear but i felt sorry for you.I know the pain you are going thru,its easier to say then being done.I wanted to comfort you but i just don't know how cause i have not been in those kind of situation.I've ever came to a near but it stopped and they reconcile back.I know at this moment it is a tough time for you to go thru this hardship.one day,u will understand that what they did was all for you and your sis.They do not want their children to be hurt just because of them.Hope to talk to u again...take care!!don't catch any cold!!!
sorry,it seems that i am aunt agony but hey they are my friends and they have my concern and not trying to be a busybody!!!
for me,today i went out with jinx-es!!!haha...i went to get something for me after getting my bursary...i didn't spend it all cause my mum disallowed me to do so.I brought new top.My backbone is gonna break soon.Me,my sis and midah went out and camwhore even at RAFFLES HOTTEL!!!pple were looking at us....i am gonna post those pics soon cause my sis is budging me to open the live tv...FREAK!!!jinx!!!
16:14
Tuesday, January 09, 2007
Even if I swallowed my sighs, my heart was heavy,
With the broken wings, each day was painful,
Even if I try, it's not as easy as I think it is,I want to cry like a child
The sun in the sky comes to me now,It'll shine all the dreams in my heart,
Look at me~ I'm different from yesterday~ my tears stopped~I'll walk along the light,
And I swear~That my hot heart will beat harder,I'll show you myself, like those fireworks
Rap] The time when I couldn't recognize the people,
How I ran away from the wind, to the shelter,
The torture, even if I was a cowards & tried to hide,
I wandered like the wind,
But my life that was hard,
It'll be hotter than the sun in my heart
Cuz Sunshine on me, and finally...I'll open my wings to the sky
Even if the darkness was gone, my eyes were dark,
I didn't know the road I had to walk,
Everytime somebody blocked my path,I always gave up
The sun in the sky coems to me now,It'll shine all the dreams in my heart
Look at me~
I'm different from yesterday~
my tears stopped~
I'll walk along the light,And I swear~
That my hot heart will beat harder,
I'll show you myself, like those fireworks I was reborn,
and I'm different now,I won't drop those stupid tears
Trust me,
How I smile brightly~
I threw away the pain~
I'll fly towards my dreams
And I swear,
Until the day the world ends~
You'll see my bright self, like the sunI'll go for the world~
sob(T_T)...i have been sick for the past few days...i am totally sick and i even lose weight...first it starts with a flu and sorethroat then fever(btw,flu is the sickness that made my respiratory system down too!!).. then nose block,my nose block have been continuous...after one side unblocked,the other side is blocked...it just take turns and sometimes both of it that i can breathe and have to breathe through my mouth...i really have a weak immune system...on that particular day,i ate 4 or 5 pills for every sickness i had...its getting better now but my phlams stuck on my chest and makes me more difficult to sleep as it disrupt my breathing while i sleep...i have not been sleeping for the past few days cause i kept coughing really hard that it hurts my stomach and it feels that it really wanna burst...my coughing even disrupt my appetite cause nowdays i skip my meal and only eat in small quantity...the purpose of me telling u guys is not to gain sympathy for what i have been suffering during my holidays but is to tell u guys to take care of Your health cause nowdays many people are getting sick...by the way,this is the only time where i feel that it is worst among all my sickness....as i typing right now,i keep going back and fro from the washroom to discharge my phlams...it is really irritating but what can i do!!
11:02
Friday, January 05, 2007
wow...its been a long time since i write any entries...i have not been updating that much because my brother is using the computer all the time so i do not have the opportunity to do so.He kept bullying me yesterday....He ask me to cook for me in the late night and he will pay for it...i did not accept his request and he pull my hair and i shouted for my mum...what!!!he think i am his maid is it?!...lazy arse!!...okay enough bout him...yesterday,i played games with qi ming on msn..he was working and he don't have any work so he played games with me..I was quite shock cause he don't really talk to me in msn except in school.Morever,i did not have anything to do so i played with him.He said that if i saw him online again,play a game with him...haha...Oh ya,that day i went to labrador park...wow!!!the wind was quite strong and i like the atmosphere but it is inconvenient to get there by a bus cause its like hidden in a place.I went there with my family then i went to harbourfront centre...we went to do a window shopping and we ate at the banquet nearby harbourfront centre..There isn't a variety of food over there and i really had a bad impression on that banquet cause i don't like the food i ate which is lan mian...bluek!!.I still prefer banquet at vivocity.By the way,guess what!!!i saw ELFYAN!!!...my ex-classmates...hw was just sitting at the next table...i just looked at him and he give those stupid eye contact...i can't help but just laugh when i saw anybody that i know...i don't know why(don't call me crazy)...today i supposed to wake up at 9 a.m. to go for a jog but i turned off my alarm..i was super sleepy cause i slept at 3 yesterday...i can't sleep and kept tossing and turning on the bed...nevermind...i can jog later...today me and my sister decide to make oknomiyaki(japanese pancake)...but we need to go to the market to buy the ingredients...i can't wait to get my bursary today at kranji sec...hehe...okay i got to go but before i do that,i want to wish everybody a very HAPPY NEW YEAR...hope its not to late!!!...bye
me and my sis
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