i can't sleep so i am writing an entry...i was talking to des,my friend whom i know since day 1 of secondary school..she can't sleep too..so we talk about what we've been up to since we've yet to work(i am going to work this fri)...i said to her that during my time at home,i would always think how time really flies...the 5 yrs we went through together in sadness n joy...we reminisce bout the time i fell from my chair like roller coaster,sara fell too without warning when she was sitting on it...how des fell from the stairs like sitting on a bumper car,the one n only "cool guy" who forgot to zip his pants...the hot-tempered pregnant teachers we have to endure with,the times where i would always sit and stuck with my veteran partner....There's totally alot of memories in the school...we may not be united as one but still fond memories of each other will be kept..my class may be known as trouble but teachers like ms chow...she just won't give us up...willing to do anything just for us to get in the momentum of studying..the night class she held...the sacrifices she made...i m sure,everyone won't forget those things cause she is one and only teacher...
Fights,it happen but its rare...cold war here and there as the year ends but it made us more understanding towards each other...more mature...the cold war between the girls are really funny but hey!!...there's up and down in life....i am really sad that there's really a big gap in us in understanding each other especially my classmates...anyway,to wrap things up...i've really enjoyed my year in cckss....the 5 meaningful yrs of my life....especially to mdm hayati who helps me alot while i m taking my n'level...she is a great teacher who have the student affairs at heart..
it sounds like i am making my last speech...haha..anyway,this is the way i appreciate my teachers...i may know as the studious and quiet in class but i know my responsibility as a student...the things that u taught in life that i would've never learn from others..the continuos support from u guys is really heart-warming....i've done my best and my days have ended...
i don't know whether i have post this up but i would like to dedicate this lyrics for all my friends including my ex-classmates or those reading this post...its meaningful cause it give u a sense of motivation to move on no matter what happen in life...it may hurts but it leads u to a brighter future...erm my sister really gonna get a bashing for me cause she have been condeming me in her blog...i 've just gave her a kick just now and she fell frm the bed...to ONG ZHUNG REN....congratulation for passing your car driving license but too bad over here u can just ride a bicycle..LAME...i know...i really wanna get a license...anyway...here's the lyrics:
Even if I swallowed my sighs, my heart was heavy,
With the broken wings, each day was painful,
Even if I try, it's not as easy as I think it is,
I want to cry like a child
The sun in the sky comes to me now,
It'll shine all the dreams in my heart,
Look at me~
I'm different from yesterday~ my tears stopped~
I'll walk along the light,
And I swear~
That my hot heart will beat harder,
I'll show you myself, like those fireworks
Rap] The time when I couldn't recognize the people,
How I ran away from the wind, to the shelter,
The torture, even if I was a cowards & tried to hide,
I wandered like the wind,
But my life that was hard,
It'll be hotter than the sun in my heart
Cuz Sunshine on me, and finally...
I'll open my wings to the sky
Even if the darkness was gone, my eyes were dark,
I didn't know the road I had to walk,
Everytime somebody blocked my path,
I always gave up
The sun in the sky coems to me now,
It'll shine all the dreams in my heart
Look at me~
I'm different from yesterday~ my tears stopped~
I'll walk along the light,
And I swear~
That my hot heart will beat harder,
I'll show you myself, like those fireworks
I was reborn, and I'm different now,
I won't drop those stupid tears
Trust me,
How I smile brightly~ I threw away the pain~
I'll fly towards my dreams
And I swear,
Until the day the world ends~
You'll see my bright self, like the sun
I'll go for the world~
Thats all guys...have a nice day...and be strong as day flies cause it's sunshine after the stormy rain!!! 
LOTS OF LOVE,
KAAMINAH <3
