26.10.1989.
-Chua Chu Kang Primary School
-Kranji Primary School
-Chua Chu Kang Secondary School
-Republic Polytechnic(dip. in Biotechnology)
17:07
Sunday, March 18, 2007
i am going crazy!!!i have a lot of things to do...i need to do the school admin stuff before this thursday cause i have a course at rp...furthermore,my printer is making a problem and i can't print it,all the forms are to be downloaded from the school website and to be printed...can't they even give us the form!!...if i were to go down to the school,i wouldn't have any time...so stupid...the instruction given to us was very wordy and lengthy...they did not give any step by step guide...i don't even understand whether i have to pay the school fees if i were to apply the financial assistance or do i need to wait for an approval or shall i pay first?..SCREAM!!!!!.its making me crazy...ALMOST!!..the new project at work is even driving me crazy!!!...i m quiting this tuesday,will be my last day of work...i m gonna miss ain and nadira!!.seriously...we really whine together...i m goin to plan outing with them and whine again bout work...haha...lets forget bout it...i'll settle it myself.. ouh ya...have been chatting with old friends,it feels so good...sometimes,i guess,the words that were being said,i can really feel..whether its frm ur bottom of ur heart...it feels so strange that i can felt what others felt...for example,i asked my sis bout her friend and her friend best friend and indeed it was true...i kind of get the picture,what was happening...weird.. anyway,my right eyelid have been twitching for sometime since last week...its really strong...i m not sure bout it..i m not that supersticious but it have been bothering me quite a while...
another thing that i've encounter and i felt that it was purely stupid...i shall not elaborate it further but all i have to say is try to put others before yourself...i m just feel like having my say...wat if u were that particular person?have u ever thought about others?wat does it mean by don't care???...i don't understand...its like telling me,u die and go dig your own grave...materialistic can't buy any self-respect,love,self-esteem although it makes you go round the world...i just don't understand...pple would just do for their own benefits but not others...i was brought up with an environment where,when things are all wrong and messed up,i need to clear and clean it up by myself...no matter how dirty it is...same goes with life...no matter how tired,hard...i need to do it myself...putting others before me is what i always did...when promise are broken,u will mend it and will do anything so tht my trust will earn...i rather value my manner,moral then money...how the hell am i to respect when u don't respect others...ironic!!...i don't let emotion get over me,i would never do that...i m seriously upset bout it...getting worried unnecesarily...
i gtg...i won't put put the pics that i have promise cause i don't feel its bring me joy to it..
