26.10.1989.
-Chua Chu Kang Primary School
-Kranji Primary School
-Chua Chu Kang Secondary School
-Republic Polytechnic(dip. in Biotechnology)
20:08
Friday, June 01, 2007
i was totally upset with myself!!! i got a C for my cognitive module,i felt so stupid..... its just like a hope being crush and being thrown to the rubbish bin... at this point of time,i will make any excuse to cover this stupidity of mine... why didn't i do it properly that day? was i even thinking straight?? i was skipping alot of qns... i always said to myself that there's another chances but the fact is,i can't let it go just like that untill i am convince by myself.... it took me quite a time to convince myself,no matter how credible it is... i think,i am expecting too much of myself....TRUE enough!! i just realise that... erm...i do have regrets for not coming to school today =( well talking about regrets,i have alot of them in my life.... why do things have to happen such at a fast pace??
i guess i don't want to pon school anymore!!! my nieces came over and it was a chaos... the thing is,there was nobody at home!!. my mum went to the market.....i have to take care of them... bath them and they fought in the bathroom... having to drag those devils out of my room... they don't want to walk and ask me to pull them...WTH!! i felt worse than a slave... to stop those fights between them... trying to cook breakfast for them and they sneak into my room and press my computer keyboard... one of them don't want to wear t-shirt that i wanted her too... i was like offering to go to the playground and she wore it.... i have yet to eat my lunch or aka dinner..all i ate was a noddle that i share it with my mum.... my sis went back n eat a proper meal and there was no rice left!!! i had to cook it when i have yet to eat.... omgd...she was like "hey go and cook the rice!!" as she chew her food in her mouth i am sympathising to myself... how i wish i could slap that face.... i was venting anger in myself... the more i am down...why do they have to spoil my day!!!! *head down*HAIZ!!! tmrw goin to zoo...YAY!!! smell those animal manure...haha...watever..i m crazy and this is the only thing i can cheer myself up... today i took care of my nieces but tmrw its the nephews...my cousins!!!
