my lappy just finish scaning thru the anti-virus thingy...
well,thanks to cunye,i mean his friend or whoever for the virus...
fortunately, he asked me to the scan thingy...better be safe then sorry...
i have just had my shower and now i am in the air-condition room...i am all simmer down after a long day...
now,i received another slap of my life not LITERALLY!!
i hate it when i got to know about it and naturally,i will be the one worrying....
i am worrying too much for myself in everything although even some of those worrying are parts of my parents responsibility....
i guess i have lost my responsibiity as a child instead it turn out to be a heavier one than what i am suppose to have....
i just don't know why they have no sense of urgency towards me...they do not know how it feels to worry something that i wasn't suppose to in the first place....
now i noe why parents dun want their children to worry bout anything....
I HATE IT SO MUCH that i wish to say those words but no matter what,i have to endure...
its just not fair!!!i am taking more responsibility than wat i am suppose too..
why do i have to worry about the outcome???
why does it have to turn out this way??why am i only the one????
why???why????why??????why????why???????!!!!!!!!!
sometimes,it is too much for me that i can't possibly handle it...it is giving me way too much heartache....
seriously,i am going crazzzyyyyy!!!!
i am going to turn in,i had enough of everything that happens....
