what about me.
20:02
Friday, August 31, 2007
wow..its been a long time since i update my blog...i will update the entries that i had wrote on the 25h of august onwards...holiday have started and i've yet to do anything about it...there's quite alot of things that happening during august-cckss food and fun fair-W26P class BBQ-my eldest sis bdae and my brother bdaeI've been taking care of my 3rd niece for a week cause she's sick....i m still young and i need to take care of the kids for one whole week,day and nite!!i realize that i do not want a kid that early if i were to get married....u must be prepared!!!Thats wat they called family planning!!aniwae....HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY...lol...i didn't went to visit them cause the circumstances does not allow me to do so...to: MS RICO CHOW, MDM ROSNAH, MISS SEETOH, MR YUEN,MR CHARLES PNG, MS OW.........omgd i forget my sec.3 maths teacher!!!i can't rmbr her name cause she left the school for quite a long time...there's a lot but this is the dearest to me..thanks to them that i m here... = )none of the words can express my gratitude towards them...i think my sec.3 math teacher was the best teacher that i could ever have...i can't rmbr her name...i used to do quite badly in maths and to my surprise, i manage to top the class for the mid year exam!!!its once in a lifetime experience that i could ever have...the motivation that she gave to me was the strongest that i could not forget bout it but i really can't rmbr her name!!!!no matter what...there's a place in my life that I've reserved for them...Thank you....YOU GAIN WHEN YOU LOST.....
02:15
Friday, August 24, 2007
^(left click to enlarge) see my time table ^^its 2.16 am, thursday have become yesterday...how i wish the clock ticks slowly...but i m seriously not that sad because there's BBQ this sunday!!!!its yet to be the final goodbye..."it takes a minute to say hello and forever to say goodbye"how true is that..some of my classmates stay back to play games....until the security guard came and chase us out and i didn't realise it was 6.30pm...i feel that good times flies....we packed andJobelle: don't leave anything behind....me: except your footsteps.wow!!i can't believe it came out without any thoughtthen we went out for dinner at banquet and they thought of watching movie but it was all a last minute decision so they cancelled it...arnd 8.15 we all went back...all toke the mrt with 2 different paths..before i end this entry...JOBELLEthanks for buying me a wonderful macdonald breakfast....really appreciate it! = )you've been so good to me since the first day...thank u very much...JUN XIANGI noe lar, later we jio u go for any talks...dun worry...i will rmbr....u "stone" guy.. =pouh n please tell me earlier if u have anything,dun wait until 2 am and ask me...Communication team(jun hao,jobelle,jacky & KH)u guys did a great game...making everybody laugh their lungs out was the best gift to the class...good work!!n guys pls!!! stop gaming for just a moment....tsk tsk
my one n only FAV math team(MQ,JH,JX)
SERIOUSLY, i miss U GUYS ALOT!!!....ouh n rmbr the ferero rocher i give to u guys on the 3rd week??...our team spirit is the best as u guys have prove it!!....i cherish each time with u guys = )
well,if the other names are not mention above, it doesn't mean u guys r not impt...u r equal n impt as them.DUN WORRY!...if i can,i wanna thanks everybody in the class for the wonderful time...not forgetting RID AND WANI, who is like the jokers(well!not really...i made them as my laughing stalk..lol..cos they r such a funny person)...for godness sake RID, dun shout at pple when they are near you...they r not DEAF...for wani case today,maybe u should..haha...sorry wani =p
Not forgetting our all faci's which is all female....should we include shannon??..
haha..we should!!!she's not tat bad afterall...
sorry for being long winded but frankly speaking i cherish those 4 months, if it's gonna be a year together...i bet it will even be hard for us to bid our farewell....
see ya guys this sunday!!!....
13:24
Thursday, August 23, 2007
believe it or not... 1 semester is gonna be over in matters of hours...here,i am sitting in the classroom...the last time i m gonna see them as my classmates..the noise that the guys made when they playing dota...i thought it was the noisiest at home when my brother played his online BATTLEFIELD but its even more noisy here,in my class...the guys shouting over a game...the cheering and jeering for others when they lost and win when playing DOTA....gonna miss them...W26Ptoo bad,joel didn't come...he was in my group of the very first day of science and he likes to eat sweets!!!dun worry, i m not crying but just abit upset...the point is...lets make the fullest out of today...ouh and Vippy gave us toblerone and she so sweet as the chocolate that she gave us...she even prepare us a plastic bag to throw our chocolate wrappers...then here comes the funny part bout Wani n Rid...Vippy: any thrash???Rid: point his finger at Waniclass: *burst into laughter*(okay maybe i was the one who is aware of that)Vippy: Wani,maybe u should learn to slap him? LOLi'm gonna update soon with pics...
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omgd!!they are still playing games!!!
can't stand it...
01:46
Tuesday, August 21, 2007
hmm...i have not been attending skool for quite awhile..
its the last week and soon enough, we'll not be seeing our classmates as a CLASS anymore....
thursday, i would be coming to skool cos its communication and the last day of the semester...
the BBQ for the class is going well....just waiting for green light and $$$$ then things will be done quiet soon ....then sunday is the D-DAY....
i bet i will drop dead after sunday...
as promised....let me share with u some baby pics...
i like this pic the best!!! cos we look like some dolls!!...my bro on the foregrnd of the pic is so XTRA
^i think we look like little piglets...LOL
the boy in the pic is my cousin, he is the same age as me
cheese!!!!
as usual,my "stupid" looking bro..he should wipe off that smiles!!
the smile that as bright as the sunflower....lol....
u can see my twin sis...she got this irritated smile on her...LMAO
OUH n that is my eldest sis who holds 3 of us...
i was flipping thru my pics n saw my nieces pic....i swear, they look so cute wen they were babies...esp my second nieces..
ERMM...the milk on my niece mouth is quite gross...hehe...see i put on her the cat costume...
there's a tail and even the claw THAT GOES WITH IT...
my 2nd nieces, i put alot of powder on her n took a photo of it...lol
i also put them into a wok and took a pic....i like taking pics of them!!!!..simply <3
attention!!!!
the two little devils!!!
my third niece
^this is my cousin whom i m close with n who likes to eat even up to NOW!!!!....PIG =P
DID U NOE????!!!!!
-did u noe that my father birthday falls on after my birthday???...mine is on the 26th and his is on the 27th of october....
-on the very same year, i was born,my grandmother pass away and i have yet to even look at her in person..
-my sis and my name's revolves around my aunties and uncles name....for example, my aunty name is kamsinah and mine is kasminah...for my sis, my aunty name is kamsini and my sis is kasmini....and my father is kamsin....see.....the heritage of it runs thru my name which the twins have...but i have to admit that the name was so the KENTAL++++ and its quite rare to hear such name...well...i dun mind anyway...
-on the hdb flat i m living rite now, there's 3 sets of twins living on the same storey....including my sets of twins...
- i m the only twins in my family history!!!!
20:41
Sunday, August 19, 2007
went to my aunty house and all my cousins was there...we were having a sort of feast and then we hang out to talk about the old days...i think i ate alot today and i like the strawberry and blueberry EXTRA SMALL cupcakes...
it contains blueberries and strawberry jam in it...NICE! 
^the chocolates that my nieces gave me..it was hazelnut...that was during my sis generation and those funny stories...then we flip through those pictures and i saw my PICS!!oh gosh....i can't believe it...well, this aunty of mine sort of favor us,"the twins".....my sis like to sleepover at her house when she was small and we always get pressie for our bdae...so fun....reminiscing bout the past have really brings in good memories...my cousin now are all planning for a trip down some beach like Tioman but i dun noe wat the heck is that island called....they are going around june or something...i wanna go!!!!i will share some pics during my childhood days..i swear i dun noe i am which one...lol
22:25
Saturday, August 18, 2007
omgd!i hate today....i slept late yesterday and this morning, my father called and nobody picks up the phone...then...saadik called me in the early morning...then he msg me....woah!he's totally be the death of me....i woke up nearly in the afternoon...i swear, my dreams that i had today is sooooo nonsense.....i bet u will laugh and the possibility of happening in REALITY is there but i wouldn't DARE to think of it...i slept again around 4 pm....now my head is super heavy and i hate the feeling..... Even though living is hard
It’s okay, don’t worry
Anyone can go through hard times
After one night’s sleep,
Everything will be fine
I don’t know how to give up
I am fine and strong
Always cheerful and happy, I will patiently go on with this life!!!
20:15
Thursday, August 16, 2007
BEWARE: ALIENS ARE GONNA ATTACKING THE EARTH IN 2 DAYS!!!lmao..this was meant as a JOKE!!!...thats our problem today for communication...domu-kun was our alien today in our ppt...careful, if it attack, it will eat your chocolate in your fridge!!!...lol...i think my group was having fun coming up with ideas!!!....thank god i didn't "PON" today...i thought of it but comes to think of it,its not worth it....i don't think i am "ponning" for communication at all...i enjoy vippy lesson...THE BEST EVER FACI!!! and not forgetting my computing maths faci...erm...forget her name..i had fun with my team....especially CHUN HAO...he was funny in a scarstic way...he can be my clown companion man!!now!!should i pon tmrw or not???sometimes i realize, my decision made is influence by the masses and in that way, i didn't get to enjoy myself....well,forget it..i dun want to miss the fun with the class...tmrw is the last pblm with the science FACI!!....should i go???the word LAST always stress me!!!!aniwae, i m gonna cut my hair pretty soon...i can't stand it...its getting thicker...there's fireworks tmrw!!!at MARINA BAY!!!!!...must seek permission frm my parents....
22:14
Tuesday, August 14, 2007
wah~i feel like getting sick because when i went back from school, it was drizzling and it gets heavier...i didn't bring my UMBRELLA with me today..well, thats the consequences for not listening to my mum...she always remind me to bring umbrella with me....LOL...watever...semester 1 gonna end pretty soon and its the matter of week..gonna miss my classmates!!!and i thought i wanna pon for the last 2 weeks to clear my "leave" but i hesitate every time because i want to spend the time with my classmates before we will not be in the same class anymore...gonna plan soon with those guys about the BBQ....Eugene anyhow say ar....i didn't volunteer to organize it ar...it was Nelson...anyway, i am most happy if i can join in the fun so why not??the guys in my class all are such a DOTA freak!!..they connect to other server and play....they pon and go to the next empty class and play until 6pm...Nelson asked me to go back together and wait for him to finish gaming with those guys then go for dinner with another classmates until 6pm...NO THANKS AR!!! i got better things to do....I can starve to DEATH if i wait for u guys to finish gaming...today module,ended early at 3.50 pm...ok lar..that shannon didn't shoot that much...i dun really care if its for the sake of my grade..
Did i tell u that i was being thrown from one group to another??
cos one break in another grp,another break to another group..
i did the 80% of thee ppt and didn't went for lunch..well, i am satisfied...
my group was a 3 man show
i am sure i m gonna pon tomorrow but where should i go early in the bloody morning??
btw, i pon with me finishing all my 14 grades so its reasonable...i don't do it when i have things unfinished..UNDERSTAND????!!!
22:26
Saturday, August 11, 2007
so...the conclusion of today : I decide to eat at CAVANA for them it was a last minute meet-up decide by jia hao ytd.. we went to eat at CAVANA @ causeway point. i ate fish and chips which is quite nice... my sis ate chicken steak... i forget to take a picture of the food.... after a few bites then i rmbr but still continued eating and brush aside those thoughts.. that midah ar,freaking long can... me,my sis and tao hin waited for the couple for 30 mins then jia hao and couple came... after that,we order food lor...jia hao and tao hin are so funny even when they are eating... then to our surprise, another primary schoolmates comes by... Felicia came and meet up with tao hin....she can't rmbr us but doesn't matter, we rmbr her... another coincidence was tat Felicia is in RP!!cool!!! it was a nice dinner... another primary school reunion coming soon!!! BUT we have to wait for jia hao to BOOK OUT.. after tat we bid good-bye to each other...
sharing pic time!!
i took with candy,jia hao gf, cos the bloody two lunatics take together...I HAVE FREN TOOO AR!!the three above pic was taken with my camera phone and its nice rather than the pics below!!!face all cramp sia!!!bcos of jia hao phone lar....waiting for the stupid flash!!!!
the primary skoolmates!!..i swear this is not the nice pic i am in!!!the naughty prefects and naughty boys!!
the girls...and felicia on the extreme left
the so called "jap guy" (tao hin),jia hao n joe,midah bf
LOL...while waiting for the bus.....the bottom line is, i got nuthing to do!!!loli have list out where i wana eat for the weeks to come:
- Zingdo
- Secret Recipe
- Ramen ten
need to save up!!!..for the days I've not been schooling, i ate alot and need to exercise!!! i survey through those eateries today when i was looking for places to eat for today. The food review response was quite good so i want to try.
16:01
00:35
Thursday, August 09, 2007
let put my thoughts here but before that...HAPPY 42ND BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!!
My thoughts were:
- what will you do if your days are numbered? can u smile like you used too until the day comes??how will u feel??
- the sun is shining brightly thru the hospital window. for some, the days were meant to be some special days. You, hearing people crying and screaming when those needles pokes thru them and counting you days helplessly before it comes to an end. how do you feel??what will you do?you have yet to live your live in the way u want....
- imagine you are in the hospital, walking thru the kids cancer unit....those kids look normal to you but the fact is they are not,in terms of PHYSICALLY....as young as 4 years old....wondering whether will they still be able to hold on until the next day??
let me share with you some stories...it happens a few years back. when i was at the high-dependency ward where my nieces was admitted to because she was having a strong FITS...her body was shivering and tubes were all over her...high dependency ward is where those patients are having some serious illness...i can't even bare to speak to her, i m afraid that my tears will roll down my cheeks...she called my name....another part was, i was walking around the ward and saw this flower on the nurse table....the memo on the paper said, "thanks for taking care of our son.... " i thought it was a message which some patient gave after their recovery but.....it turns out that their son PASS AWAY....it was quite sad enough....they said something like knowing that he can't really continue this life but they were grateful that those nurse took care of their late son during his remainder days...
the thoughts were just a random thoughts in my mind that i happen to think after reflecting frm the past so i m not thinking of DYING...DUN WORRY!!...
A PENNY FOR MY THOUGHT
20:23
Wednesday, August 08, 2007
i don't feel like doing RJ....why can't we not have any rj for a day??why???i feel abit disappointed today......i really thought that my group have managed their work quite well today..seriously!!well, only i know about it...what more when somebody have to add salt to my wounds...like wtf!!u seriously got problem with your head!!!childish!!...just shoot lar and wat?? "what have i did that you treat me this way??"AH~ wat kind of qns is that got to do with ppt?don't even mix your personal matters with school stuff...n wat enemy and stuff??oh god!!get a life lar and grow up...
i've never declare that n stop "feeling2" by yourselves when i didn't say that...
i m done with u...totally!!!let make this thing clear...i 've nothing against you and this jokes is not getting any funnier when it reach its limit..
i gtg...i need to do my rj..norms??urgh~
21:24
Tuesday, August 07, 2007
*yawn*
great~ the days that i spend to think about have been answered...
now i can rest my mind at ease...
hmm..should i follow my eldest sis to watch the fireworks or with my friends??
i can't decide...
i am gonna skip school on friday, i dun care...
i wanna go somewhere else except for school..
i had enough for science..
now some of my classmate are on their ways to discuss on wat to do for holiday...
bbq??i dunno lar...
planning need to be done!!!
"안녕하세요....하영웅입니다~"
ㅋㅋㅋㅋ~ 하영웅 정말 귀여워..
white snow~
20:53
Sunday, August 05, 2007
10:21
Friday, August 03, 2007
woah~i woke up today and that it is saturday...august is coming...well, it is august...wat am i saying???there's a lot of bade...my eldest sis, my brother, nel and erm....got lar which is not worth remembering it...who cares anyway!!!but the major one is the day where my late uncle pass away in the accident...it falls the day before my brother birthday...i can still rmbr my mum told me that he passed away when i woke up from my sleep...i didn't really get my mum words and when i have totally woke up, i realise that he is no longer around....anyway, this uncle is my dad younger brother....he was the joker among the family and was quite close with all his niece and nephew...when we get this news, we thought it was meant as a joke but indeed it is TRUE!!...its been 4 years...time really flies...wat sadden the most...his youngest daughter didn't know what is happening....she asked his mum," when can i meet my dad??"her mum replied....."one day...."OUCH..my eyes are itchy....vb is such an alien language....
21:52
Thursday, August 02, 2007
i am seriously going to fall sick soon...
i don't have enough sleep...i slept at 2 am and woke up at 6.30 am...
i am not eating well...i had my breakfast today at 7.30 am and didn't eat since then,until i reached home around 9 pm...its worst than fasting lar....
my backbone is aching right now and i am about to have a fever....
its all my fault...so i need to do something about it...
science have been sucky lately...i have 14 grades for science and still deciding whether to come on the week of 15 or 16 although predicted module grade is B...to hell with my group....i m always stress abt them and never abt me....why do i have to stress about this and even care when u guys dun give a shit!!!!
16:25
Wednesday, August 01, 2007
Renew
Putting that worn out sadness into a drawer,
I wear clothes in the fresh wind,
I empty my heavy heart,
So I can put somebody else's light in it
Stop it now, get up, you're not that type of weak person,
Please let me go now, into this blowing wind
When you love, when you like, its better you give everything,
Open your heart and show them, there's nothing more beautiful than the truth
Are you crying again? Are you going through hard times, because you can't win the deep sadness?
Is it okay if you cry for the remainder of the days?
Wait, hold it in, tears will wash away all the pain,
Because when you're going through hardships, your heart gets stronger
When you love, when you like, its better you give everything,
Open your heart and show them, there's nothing more beautiful than the truth
Tests make you look deeper inside, your soul even grows,
That time? The new love, you were abundance,
Because maybe in this world, there is nothing more precious than love
When you love, when you like, its better you give everything,
Open your heart and show them, there's nothing more beautiful than the truth
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well just i m trying to stop complaining for once that i am tired...
the tiredness that was spent the day before was worth it...
i spend the day with cui and company...lol...okay..her friends...
i envy their friendship...seeing them laughing and fooling around with each other...
ytd, we went to watch Aliff J, my friend when i was in primary school...
wow...he and his friends play the guitar quite well...
he thanked me for watching him perform....NO PROBLEM,my friend...
i was amazed by those people who play the guitar quite well with that cello...
watching performance at E3 was worth it...
cui was high and she went to play sort of "catching" with me...the school night view ytd felt like i am at the esplanade...
the JUMP party was cool...
today i woke up halfway when my sis wanted to go to school...
i look at the clock and thought that its time for me to go to school but then i rmbr today is holiday for my school...
i am so happy..cause my sis said that he saw sharhan!!!
i've not seen him for quite sometimes...
fyi, he is my friend cousin....he's quite close to me in primary school...
i can't wait to talk to him..
he was the one who like to kick my leg a lot with his "iron" leg..
i will ended up with a bruise...
he bully me alot too....
pulled my hair and stuff..that was like my childish years!!!
we will go to our "secret place" where only some of us noe...
it was fun but that was back in primary school...there was lots of memories that we left behind...
I CHERISH THE MOMENTS WITH EVERY SINGLE FRIEND....
PICS!!!THERE'S SOME MORE BUT IT IS WITH CELINE
^this was the way to go to the lawn....i like the lights on this path..
guess!!guess!! who is sleeping???lmao.....
okay, i am so bad..i m trying to fool around...
ytd communicaton module ppt was well organise..
i have a nice lunch, time to read magazine and prepare well for the ppt....good work guys..
some unwanted people was in my grp..all sort of nonsense came out with is so OUT...aniwae, let him be....i m tired of this people....freaking shannon gave me a C!!!...as if i care like that....it doesn't affect at all cause i get B+ for ur module UT3....i don't like to say this but shannon is acting like a BITCH..i have tried to give u a chances in my good book but omgd....u are so mean but i don't hate you at all...
