what about me.
00:35
Thursday, August 09, 2007
let put my thoughts here but before that...HAPPY 42ND BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!!
My thoughts were:
- what will you do if your days are numbered? can u smile like you used too until the day comes??how will u feel??
- the sun is shining brightly thru the hospital window. for some, the days were meant to be some special days. You, hearing people crying and screaming when those needles pokes thru them and counting you days helplessly before it comes to an end. how do you feel??what will you do?you have yet to live your live in the way u want....
- imagine you are in the hospital, walking thru the kids cancer unit....those kids look normal to you but the fact is they are not,in terms of PHYSICALLY....as young as 4 years old....wondering whether will they still be able to hold on until the next day??
let me share with you some stories...it happens a few years back. when i was at the high-dependency ward where my nieces was admitted to because she was having a strong FITS...her body was shivering and tubes were all over her...high dependency ward is where those patients are having some serious illness...i can't even bare to speak to her, i m afraid that my tears will roll down my cheeks...she called my name....another part was, i was walking around the ward and saw this flower on the nurse table....the memo on the paper said, "thanks for taking care of our son.... " i thought it was a message which some patient gave after their recovery but.....it turns out that their son PASS AWAY....it was quite sad enough....they said something like knowing that he can't really continue this life but they were grateful that those nurse took care of their late son during his remainder days...
the thoughts were just a random thoughts in my mind that i happen to think after reflecting frm the past so i m not thinking of DYING...DUN WORRY!!...
A PENNY FOR MY THOUGHT
