what about me.
23:05
Friday, September 28, 2007
i am so tired!!!!...i was dragging myself to school today..so exhausted....i am even feeling sleepy right now...i've done my rj and worksheet..actually the wksht was supposed to be done in class but my grp didn't do..so i thought maybe i do the worksheet wen i went back and upload them on their behalf...i m done with it...i think the previous week jasmin and cedric did alot so today, me and beam doing it...today, one of our team members, ZUL!! MIA....also to commemorate cedric bdae, we cut him some slack ar..lol...like real only....the ppt went smoothly and all thanks to beam!!! =)anyway, today was freaking funny in class...some of us were playing heart attack while some were playing poker..the funniest should be heart attack..cause i was shouting happily UNO!! when it is suppose to be heart attack..the calss was abit shocked when i shout...lol...the fun part have to be the part where azri hold people hand under him n won't let it off so that they can feel the impact of hitting...i was one of them!!!then today alot of "masseurs" aka tickling....wei ling was tickling me n azri...i asked azri to help and then we dump wei ling outside of the class and didn't let her in...we stop the door from opening..it was super funny..my stomach nearly burst of laughing...azri was nearly strip off by some of them(okay!!maybe i m exaggerating too much)..today the malay grp was lack of manpower..haha...
u noe..i noe...
time flies~...approximately 2 weeks to hari raya...my family have yet to do any preparations...all i can think is the people who is celebrating it this year without either their dad and mum...this year, i won't be able to celebrate with my grand-father and i have none...except for a grand-mother...my bro-in-law lost his mum recently so it will be quite an emotional one....super duper EMOTIONAL!!!!~
21:40
Thursday, September 27, 2007
21:14
Tuesday, September 25, 2007
20:50
Monday, September 24, 2007
Today it sux all the way..the problem today,cell membrane can kill my brain cells...cedric n me chiong all the way but ended up that we only manage to cover certain parts...S-T-R-E-S-S!!!!why is it so hard???i've never been so stress today!!!!!i m beginning to wonder how hard it is when i am in my second year...i guess my life span is shorten by half ar...just now went to talks about drugs and what so ever...its related to some of the modules in school of applied science...now!!!...how am i going to survive!!!!!....science and computing maths, we always have to crack our brains....
02:40
Sunday, September 23, 2007
You hurt me so much, I know that
All day long I rest and hide the hardships for a while
I knew I'd get by somehow
I convince myself you won't do that anymore
And then there's a little, yes just a little bit
Because it gets tough I won't be hurt
I miss you, I really miss you
But I can't tell you these feelings
I'm hurt and I'm scared
It seems that this is my share
No matter what you hear about my heart being okay
If you look closely you will see that my heart is broken
For just a short time you missed me
Whereas I couldn't even imagine life without you
But little by little your thoughts of me fade away
I miss you, I miss you already
There is nothing without you
I'm hurt and I'm scared
It seems that this is my share
No matter what you hear about my heart being okay
If you look closely you will see that my heart is broken
So I'll make a start
You (you) and I are over (we are over)
Woh~ ~ ~ ~
I didn't realise I was desperate
So until I turn mad like this
I won't exist without you
So I love you even though you give me so much pain
You are the reason I'm alive
those lyrics above remind me of a friend which is like erm......
okay..just being random..the weather today is so humid...i can't stand it!!...
life have been okay n fun..i m not complaining n gonna take watever is given...how hard or easy...
i am grateful for each and single day =)
21:13
Friday, September 21, 2007
18:01
21:16
Thursday, September 20, 2007
okay!! i know...i've not been updating...okay..its been a week since we fast and it's been 4 days since the new semester starts...its been a fun class to begin with...it's just 4 days and its like been ages we knew each other...full of hyper people...i've been laughing non-stop since i entered the class...due to those laughter, i will always have stomach cramp at the end of the day which is during presentation...i am looking foward for every next day..those people are really jokers...seriously!!a random talk can be made into a serious matter...which is enterprise=businessthey wanna make a cake shop...cause azri was like..i dun like enterprise,it's not that i will open up a business...then i dunnoe how those talk develop into making cakes for raya..its funny!!then during breaks, we were like playing RAYA songs and singing along while doing ppt...tmrw camwhore!!!tmrw khai bdae!!!!...we need to give him some birthday bash for that "CUTE"(SO CALLED) guy!!
saw junxiang for the past 2 days...he so mean lar..
wen i said bye and see you round...he said: same!
like wth~
cannot reply properly ar..aiyoh..
i have been bumping into my prev semester classmates alot!....
all i can do right now is laugh!!!!
20:17
Monday, September 17, 2007
i think i am gonna get sick soon..my backbone is killing me and my stomachs feels so uncomfortable in school just now...enduring the discomfort is giving to take its effect that results to the pain on my backbone and feel like i am goin to get a fever soon enough!!i came back and open my lappy but i ended up sleeping...i can't help cause i am so tired and wat more the pain!!!
21:37
Sunday, September 16, 2007
ouch!!! i accidentally bite on my ulcer ytd....its getting more and more pain...= (school!!YES..back to school!!!new classmates, new Faci and slightly harder modules...i just pray that i don't have any attitude Faci...i hope they are friendly people whom i used to have from the previous semester...now i am so addicted to bleach OST, i have yet to watch the anime but the theme song is quite nice...i got to noe when i was watching music station on animax...wake up early for tmrw!!!!its gonna be a brand new day!!!oh god!! pls have mercy on us!!! I hope tmrw Problem for science module WILL be EASY!!!....i have forget everything from the previous semester...PLEASE!!
03:54
Saturday, September 15, 2007
its 3.54 am, i've yet to get any sleep...well,i m not tat sleepy and just had my pre-dawn meal..my stomach is now bloated with water..need to drink more water so that you won't get dehydrated during the day..i've lost count of the days...die,die...i thought it was friday but its saturday..i can't sleep late in the days to come cause school gonna start and its time to push things back where it belongs...ouh and 생일 축하합니다!!(happy birthday)to xiaotian...사랑해요!!!(saranghaeyo<3 ) ^-^okay..gotta sleep before my father caught me and will start his "lecturing" again later in the day...
19:56
Friday, September 14, 2007
as u can see, i updated my blog by putting a pic...lol...it seems abit weird...nvmd...i m so full!!!...just had break fast...i m having ulcer again...this time its not that bad...nowadays, its hard to please my parents...they kept lecturing and lecturing...one of my siblings was comprehended and all of us receive it too....
new semester gonna start soon!!!
back to school again~
18:06
[the meaning of the songs that is playing on my blog]
I don't have to worry anymore, cause you will be by my side when I cryYou always smile at meI am blessed because you always shine before meThings that we have missed hastily at time, that's the way it isFaces that always being looked atForever hugging each otherYour smile has helped me endless time, you knowThank you thank you Best FriendThese plenty happiness that I felt at this momentAll the friends that I have here, you the best presentI am blessed because you always be by our sideSurely things that I have accomplished here, those things too give me strength (change to strength)Faces that always being looked atForever hugging each otherAll of your smile has helped me endless time, you knowThank you thank you Best FriendThings that we have missed hastily at time, that's the way it isFaces that always being looked atForever hugging each otherYour smile has helped me endless time, you knowThank you thank you Best FriendAlways always always my Best Friend
I like this so much when i was in secondary school...its from kiroro....
enjoy listening to it!!!
02:24
Thursday, September 13, 2007
haha..u guys know right that there's an earthquake...so yeah..i m not trying to EXAGGERATE cos it was the strongest i've ever experienced...it was really strong..the things on the wall was shaking..a hanging towel that seems to be blow by a wind but there isn't any wind..the first one i had was last year at the office when i m working...it was nothing...but today was really a thing!!i was waiting for the news to announce that there's an earthquake cos if not, it should be the my block infrastructure that is not strong...my neighbors opened their door to check whether any of us felt the tremors...my mum thought i was lying and getting paranoid until she saw the glass table shaking by itself..i was having eating a porridge sitting down on the floor and suddenly the building swayed...first thing on my mind is...is it gonna collapse???my sis called over from Hong Kong to ask about it...my heart skips a beat...anyway...its fasting month for the Muslims!!!actually i m not looking forward for RAYA...not that i don't like...my brother is also feeling the same way...recently, i watched some ice hockey thingy from some Korean variety shows...after seeing it, i began to like it...there was this part,the guy from far, speed his way through on the ice to the girl at the other end..then he brake on his skate both feet side to side,horizontally...then the girl was amazed and suddenly that guy hug her....WOAH~lol...it was damn cool!!!super super cool!!!!i wanna ice skate after this fasting and raya month...seeing them ice skating was damn fun...wait let me count...how many years since my first ice skating...it was in sec 4 so now its like 1 and the half year...that first skate was such a memories...my friends was holding on my hand....i fell backwards and somebody sandwich on me then i hit the back of my head against the ice...it was quite an experience but i manage to skate by myself on my first skate leaving out the part on how to brake!!!!LOL...
02:01
Tuesday, September 11, 2007
ouh god!!..i m having a running nose...its been a long time since i have one though..ouh ya....recently, i heard alot of tough times that my friend have been facing thru...well,let's just say reality is cruel...someone told me, life is so unfair....then another person replied,"if its fair, imagine how would it be!"then i came across something that is so TRUENESS from a friends blog about 11 hints in life..erm..u noe,i noe ar iman!!...hehe...here it goes,i just take out the important points that i felt that its important..2. A sad thing in life is when you meet someone who means a lot to you, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and you just have to let go.3. The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had.4. It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives.(when you think u have lost, actually you gain)6. Don't go for looks, they can deceive. Don't go for wealth, even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright.8. Always put yourself in the other's shoes. If you feel that it hurts you, it probably hurts the person too.10. The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.11. Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, ends with a tear. When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling. Live your life so that when you die, you're the one smiling and everyone around you is crying.-annoynomouswhat i want to said is when life get too hard,just try your best...there's better be something than nothing..don't go around carrying frowns on your forehead,people will get discourage by those looks..learn to take things as it is and don't grumble when things don't go your way...DO SOMETHING!!!YES!! i know,action speaks LOUDER than words...there were hard times in my life every now and then...things were just to hard for me to understand but all i can do is to live each day with a heavy heart and forcing myself to smile,hoping that it will be alright...some things are just within human controls...i swear i don't like to express myself emotionally cause if i do, it will get very cheesy..."The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything they just make the most of everything that comes along their way."(true!!this is how i fill my life with those laughters...)
now i know wat does jun xiang msn personal message means "beggars can't be choosers"
AND SHARKS!!! i am posted to W35Q...but i am at advantage cause on the 3rd level,its the FOOD HAVEN or HEAVEN or watsoever(is it W3??i can't rmbr...have not been going to school for quite while!!)...i'm looking forward for new classmates...i found out this morning and i went to take a look at the facilitators who are gonna teach me in the second semester...cool,now i have 3 males and 2 females faci..i used to have all females faci which is advantage and disadvantage cause some of them YAK AND YAK!!!..
15:37
Sunday, September 09, 2007
i was having a good laughter by myself ytd...seriously, i have nothing to do so i went to the forum and look under the humor part..i swear i laugh too much late at night!!!i was telling those jokes to my sis but it ended up, i m the one who laugh the most...there's this part about "truth about most asians"..so here we go...do check whether it is true...lol..1. When other kids ask for new shoes because the ones they have now are out of style, they get it. When asian kids ask for new shoes because theirs are old and worn out, they get a nice long lecture on how their parents went to school all those years ago barefoot walking 3 feet deep in snow, mud, you name it.(this is so true esp for my parents!!!)2. When other kids bring home a report card showing ONE A in P.E, their parents practically frame that piece of paper, displaying it for God and all to see. When an asian kid brings home a report card showing 6 A's and ONE B, they get: "Why is there only 6 A's and not 7?!"(TRUE!!..asian parents won't be happy until u get a perfect scores...my parents used to be like those but not ANYMORE)3. When other kids graduate from High school, they get new cars. When asian kids graduate from H.S., they get the family car.(i m not sure bout this)4. When other kids do something bad, they are grounded. When asian kids do something their parents think is bad, they get a beating, whether by stick, by electric cord or by baseball bat, prepare to get beat down.(I SWEAR THIS IS TRUE!!!!i got a whack frm my parents wen i m a kid...they whack with anything they have on their hands!!!even a broom...lol...reminds me of DES!!!)5. When other kids threaten to run away from home, their parents try to talk them out of it. When asian kids threaten to run away, their parents go into their rooms and start packing for them.(TRUE!!reminds me of DES again...she just told me about this the other days)
then there's this part about cupid love where love matters...
they were talking about LOOKS over PERSONALITY...
this have to be the funniest one...
cos this person was talking about her sister so called boyfriend...she wrote that "every time she have a boyfriend that is NERD,BIG EARS,MONOTONE VOICE"(this is the funny one) though she's quite bad in writing those things...
BUT!!! there's some sense in this discussion...
LOOKS CAPTURE YOUR ATTENTION BUT PERSONALITY KEEPS YOUR ATTENTION...
it was funny but hey!!!it slap me with some sense too...like cute girls vs mature girls then like some love troubles which sounds like some drama....lol...
00:46
i really got to post this cause its lame and funny....(this is the pick up line for guys..its quite cheesy though)guy:aren't u tired?girl: why?guy: cause you have been running through my mindA bus stops and 2 Italian men get on. They sit down and engage in an animated conversation. The lady sitting next to them ignores them at first,but her attention is galvanized when she hears one of them say the following:Emma come first. Den I come. Den two asses come together. I come once-a-more. Two asses, they come together again. I come again and pee twice. Then I come one lasta time."You foul-mouthed sex obsessed swine," retorted the lady indignantly. In this country . . .we don't speak aloud in public places about our sex lives . . . "Hey, coola down lady," said the man. "Who talkin' abouta sex?I'm a justa tellin' my frienda how to spell 'Mississippi'."
Read the sentence below:FINISHED FILES ARE THE RE- SULT OF YEARS OF SCIENTIF- IC STUDY COMBINED WITH THE EXPERIENCE OF YEARS. Now count the F's in that sentence. Count them only once.When you're done highlight the spoiler below...
ANSWER:
There are six F's in the sentence.
A person of average intelligence finds three of them.
If you spotted four, you're above average.
If you got five, you can turn your nose at most anybody.
If you caught six, you are a genius.
There is no catch. Many people forget the "OF"'s.
The human brain tends to see them as V's and not F's.
so, how many did you get?
LOL...HAHAHAHA...NO???
okay..shut up!!
22:10
Saturday, September 08, 2007
woah!!!....haha...my wireless network is WORKING!!!thanks~ to my bro and your stupidness for telling me that its my lappy when you are the one who gave me the wrong security password...today my sis came over and all my family were here at my house...it was chaotic!!!..my nieces beating me and my twin sis...my eldest sis is going to hong kong tommorow with her family since she is having her leave so she went along with her husbad who is going for a business trip...they are going for a week....hopefully she bringing something back home...lol...can't send them tmrw cause my father is working n my bloody brother can't even drives!!!...if he only take his car license earlier, it would have been easier for us....he's taking his classes right now...I hope he get his license pretty fast!!!so he can be my CHAUFFEUR!!!!LOL...
11:14
i am not gonna blog and be online as often as i do because my lappy wireless connection is all mess up...I've been trying hard to fix it although i am an idiot to this kind of stuff....i just pray is the router problem!!!!...its not my lappy...packets was sent but i did not receive any...i think it got stuck somewhere in the router...i can't even acquire a proper IP address...now i m using the com to blog...if my bro comes back, i bet i don't even have the chances too...ok...chaos~
18:14
Wednesday, September 05, 2007
19:53
Tuesday, September 04, 2007
aaah~.....i m so tired...i was walking all the way thru out the day...frm marina square to suntec city ten to bugis junction and lastly to bugis street...went shopping with effah...
actually thout of queuing up for donut factory but i guess the Q is quite long and frm marina all the way to bugis...all we saw is DONUT FACTORY boxes everywhere!!!!lol
i swear!!!bugis street is cheaper!!!me & effah was cursing n swearing bcos it was way cheaper!!!!i bought something that cost $33.90 from hula and co's.....that is quite exp but i like it...its been a long time since i met her...ouh n surprise surprise!!! we saw ELFYAN but we just ignore him and he didn't notice us...n saw this group of MAT REPS!!!!that totally need a beating frm us...his mouth is super rude can!!!then when i was in the mrt frm city hall to yew tee, it was super SARDINE..i was standing thru out the trip...this woman frm Malaysia, squeezed me!!!i SWEAR...then she can't stand still..she kept fidgeting...then her elbow hit my shoulder..pain ar~she was giving me that sorry look but i just smile....actually i saw that woman at bugis...there was this grp of m'sian pple including her....i heard wat they said like duh~so many comments ar...ouh and tat sales guy frm topman at marina square is so cute.....thanks for the greetings...*giggle*
i realise i like to swear nowdays!!!..lmao..wtever...
01:25
Monday, September 03, 2007
jacky was abit extra!!!
the "orangy" sky at ecp
the 3 organizers...nelson,me,eugene..nelson eyes looks retard..lmao...jk = X
my sis,me,my cousin...the 3 JOKERS...well,i m the extreme one!!!! 
i think we(my sec schoolmates) have a fetish of taking pic outside toilet....lol 
vivian sleeping!!herIG was about to start... hmm..i got nuting to do...let us have pics sharing...lol i have 2 ulcers on my gums!!!..its quite painful.. i'll upload the rest tmrw...i m turning in *yawn*
i hate photobucket...it s suck
00:48
ouch!!!!...thumbtag got its way thru my foot...its painful..u feel like some sharp object poked thru your foot...i thought it was like some dried rice which also have that kind of feelings but its not cos its quite painful...i step on it and then lift up my feet...luckily it didn't stick on my foot...dun worry its not really pain...but i think my foot is swollen...i just compared it to the other...it poke thru my flesh...it bleeds but its no big deal...i m having a big laugh rite now cos i was fooling around...i m hungry....actually abit tired cos i have 3 hrs of sleep n have yet to have any sleep...ouh my eldest sis family is goin to hong kong this sunday for a week cos my bro-in law is going there for business n my sis is having her leave so she joins him with their daughter along...my sis was asking me to go along with her but to fork out my own flight ticket cos she would be happy if i follow along n can take care of her daughter!!!!next time ar!!!....my pocket dry ar!!!!lmao...
anybody wanna go for lantern festival????!!!
04:31
Sunday, September 02, 2007
i am super duper pissed this week with myself...i feel suffocated...i feel agitated...i feel angry...how i wish i could screams my lungs out!!!!i guess bottling it up is giving me more side effect this time than ever...i feel i m gonna burst pretty soon but wen its time, the feeling lost it way...
01:35
Saturday, September 01, 2007
what if u have to erase all those memories that you have been living with for the whole of your life???
what is that one and only thing would u want to remember if u have the chances tooo???
sometimes i wonder to myself that I've never regret the past pain and sorrows that happens in my life...without it, i won't be where i am right now....
is it really worth of held it in?
Another beautiful day has come and go.
A day is short but its forever.
to noorasmidah: BON VOYAGE AND DO TAKE CARE!!! ^_^
to TAO HIN: happy 18 birthday!!!hope you will be less lame in the future and don't always bully jia hao!! lol!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! = p
i think we(my sec schoolmates) have a fetish of taking pic outside toilet....lol 
vivian sleeping!!herIG was about to start... hmm..i got nuting to do...let us have pics sharing...lol i have 2 ulcers on my gums!!!..its quite painful.. i'll upload the rest tmrw...i m turning in *yawn*