what about me.
01:16
Monday, December 24, 2007
my flu is totally crazy..one moment nothing and the next moment, i will be sneezing NON-STOP...
woah!!!its christmas eve!!!HOHOHO!!!....IN FACT i don't celebrate christmas....
if u guys realise, in my entries, i don't really express myself that much...
i would always write about the day and the thoughts i have for the day...not more than that...
the reason is, i am not a warm person. I don't express my feelings towards people cause i keep it...
for example, i don't know why i don't like to see my sister crying infront of me, even my other siblings...I HATE..i don't know why....
but one day, i just realise, maybe i don't like to see these people crying because they are the closest person in my life...
each time my sis cry, i will ask her to go to the toilet and cry...just hate the sight of crying...
even when i feel sad, i won't cry...i will hide!!!...yar i noe i m cruel...
i don't like my emotions to control me....
i think there was one point of my life where i feel that all these emotions have to stop cause it is so overwhelming..
if u ask me i follow heart or brain...my answer is brain...heart comes later...
i m even being cruel to myself..i noe..but without this i won't get this far
i think i better get to bed..*yawn*BED!!!HERE I COME!!!!! = )
