what about me.
11:24
Saturday, January 19, 2008
early in the morning i was so happy to go back home..when i reached home, i was greeted with a bad news which i expected to hear...my father doesn't want me to sleep over at my sis house...i am not sure why,since i am taking care of my 3rd niece, i have to wait fr my sis and bro-in-law to be back home and by that time,its too late fore me to go back home so i sleep over at my sis house...its like weekdays house and weekends back home...
so i rarely see my parents..
now my father is mad about it which i don't even understand..i am too tired myself to think about it..i am seriously upset that they can't give in as a family....me, being a center person is tiring...i don't mind taking care of my nieces and sleeping over although its tiring but my father wants me to go back everyday once my sis or bro-in-law reach home.,,furthermore, my father wants my bro-in law to send me back home....he is making my life more tiring...i swear...i don't like when it happens because it will not only make me and them tired but also hard on me...i rather go back myself than to make it hard on my sis and brother-in-law..my mum is fine with it but its my father who have big ego and thinks about himself...WHAT ABOUT ME???I M MORE TIRED!!!WHO DO YOU THINK I AM??I EVEN Sacrifice my freedom after school which i can hang out with my friend and do my stuff and now things are harder for me!!! but i think its okay for me just for my nieces but now look!!!...what's happening??what is this???
i feel as if i am making all the sacrifices but others are not willing to sacrifices for me...
can't my father think about others and stop thinking about him...
i am so disappointed..u have no idea what difficulty i am in right now.
