what about me.
00:08
Monday, March 31, 2008
and here i am again blogging....i m so bored to death...anyway, applied for my ibanking and now waiting for my IB secure device within these 4 days...i applied it because recently, i did an online shopping therefore i need to make trips to the ATM machine to transfer payment to save all troubles and hassle.then i was reading this old entries of mine which was after O's and working...i have to admit i miss working life but i don't miss working as a TELEMARKETER!!!!everyday come to work, sit on the table made countless call and wait for lunch time..tats all i m looking forward to because i can stop calling not because i can eat...then wen return back to the office, made another countless calls and i am looking forward to 6pm which is the knock off time...wohoho....everyday routine is like this and wat can make it worse is that u get reprimanded by the people that u called while u were asking for registration....somehow, i felt that at that point of time, i was so hardworking....but if u r talking about tiredness, its okay...you can passed that...waking up early, squeeze into the packed train during peak hours...ouh! and the lunch is bOOORING at science park because they are few halals store so its like a routine to eat from different store each day...memories lor.....then ytd i was talking to my bro fren....i knew him since i was in sec school, he went to thailand for NS and i was laughing away cos i was teasing him about eating tom yam everyday...LOL...he will be back only in october....gonna miss those jokes frm him....mmm wat more do i need to buy before school re-opens???....ouh god!!!!!!!!!(do feelings die fast than any other living things?)(is dream like an amnesia? you sleep and dream but once you wake up, u can't rmbr anything frm your dreams)
17:38
Sunday, March 30, 2008
Happy 19th Birthday Saadik.!!!wish that you a smooth sailing life in the future!!!!be happy and a joker as always = )see ya sooon!!!!gonna apply for ibanking soon...hate going to ATM machine because its all the way to limbang!!!..
01:45
now i am having so much worries!!!i am getting impatient nowadays as in get really angry when my patient is being put to a test...i don't know!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
00:54
Saturday, March 29, 2008
my head is so so weird today...it's giving me headache for the whole day....anyway checked my class and SURPRISE!!! JUN XIANG, u r on my first day class.....I M SO HAPPY!!!.....whatever it is....i so wanna cry, i waited for 2 months...those 2 months, i build hope and now it came crashing down on me....such an idiot...i would be cursing and swearing right now if i m hot-tempered...!@#$%^!!!!!!!!!!its okay u idiot, i could get a better one!!!!ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
22:22
Thursday, March 27, 2008
okay here's the cupcake that were made by me and my eldest sis alo0ng with my niece(actually she've been doing the eating the sweet stuff)....
^i love this cupcake the most bcos i did the decoration...haha...
some of the decoration was abit messy but we did fo9r the fun of it so its okay...
i asked my sis to do for me the cupcakes for me for some of my frens bdae....
so if u r lucky, u'll get it frm me...hoho.....
all photo taken by me.......
15:56
okay...lets make this entry a fast one....i m going out to my sis house and its gonna rain!!!!PLS GOD!!!!....can u pour down the rain after i reached mrt station,ok???...LOL....but pls!!!!rain after i reach the mrt station after that i don't care......i dun wanna take the bus......i wanna walk.....i m not gonna be online tonight...anyway this S-I-L-L-Y just sms said that he just woke up......wahaha...as expected, WOOD LOG!!!!my sis gonna make cupcake,she took an mc today.....i m sick of cupcakes...seriously!!!!....its nice to see but i won't eat it....everywhere i see, there's cupcakes...i'll update it on friday okay...... = )KEN LEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE...(azri,continue the phrase for me. Aku tk tahu ar!!!)..haha...i m crazy.....
18:16
Wednesday, March 26, 2008
"one have to experience bitterness to taste the sweetness"
True enough!!
each and everybody have to go through hardship before experiencing good times..
i was watching this real-life stories on scene of life...
people going through hardship...
this particular girl was diagnosed with brain tumor on her 11th birthday.
doctor even said she have less than a year to live....
furthermore, her tumor was located on the center of her brain!!!....
somehow she managed to pull through and live up till today....
the pictures that her dad took on the day when she was first diagnosed with tumor up till the day where she recovered was pretty sad...
seeing those days where she experienced hardship going through chemotherapy..
I was move by her story. The suffering that she goes through in her life can't be measured to mine....
though she had recovered,the brain tumor still sits on the center of her brain but it is shrinking in size....
she always think of today and doesn't talk about tomorrow because
tomorrow is another day..
what if tomorrow never comes....
i am not sure myself but this kind of reality programme is an eye opener to me...
i learn not to take advantage of everything i had...worry about today because tomorrow is another day...
it is not always rainbows and butterflies..
sometimes things can be learn without being taught....
01:05
*cough**cough*....eheeeemmmm
my dry cough is so irritating....
anyway today my niece open her present and she received a keyboard..
i swear she is noisy...
there is a mic that goes along with it so she took the opportunity to shout with the mic....
while she shouting, i tried to play what i can rmbr...those chords and those nursery rhymes song....hohoho...
actually before picking her up from school, i was watching a few programmes on discovery channels
let me see if i can rmbr...
1.the case on KAL 007 crash that was cause by the russia air force(can't rmbr which country was it)....the phrase that i could still rmbr from the scene was DESTROY THE TARGET!!!!..lol
2. FBI files, bout drug trafficking in MIAMI and some of the police officer were involve in it...
3. this is the most interesting one...its bout mummies...the way it is being embalm n those roman years...the archaeologist does a CT scan on the mummies...i love how they investigate stuff...
i just don't know why, i like this kind of programmes....its like a jigsaw puzzle...
when i was a young kid, i would always look at things and ask myself why it works like that and so on.....even a simple door knob could be the one of the things....
13:40
Monday, March 24, 2008
02:21
out of randomness i am writing this...god knows what i m thinking, i hope my thoughts get sort out and get clear of things.i don't even know what i need.i am easily contented with the things that make me happy and thats it.somehow i wish that my feeling and thoughts can be written here but i just can't...are thoughts meant to be a random thing???...anyway, had fun playing games in msn with azri and ain....IF only fiza online, it would be merrier...it was just too funny..thanks guys!.initially i was not in a mood to talk but with them, it began with colours instead of black and white..
i think tiredness can kill my mood as in SERIOUSLY!
21:26
Sunday, March 23, 2008
i've been MIA for quite awhile i m so DEAD tired but i enjoyed the days with all my cousin and family...they are such a spontaneous people!!!anyway happy 4th Birthday to my niece,ALYA!!!...
then this boy, which is her cousin(my brother-in law, sister son)..ILHAN...
he was super cute, each time i speak words like "balloon", he will follow..i love entertaining him....he is a cute and smart boy!!!
he looks like a chinese..
now, i need my REST!!!...its been a busy 3 days non-stop!!!
22:35
Wednesday, March 19, 2008
today woke up looking so listless...i was on my bed and thinking if there is anything i need to do then i just rmbr i need to meet my friends....before i get myself ready, i settle my niece to get ready for school....waited for them like 27 minutes....as usual, we talk,laugh and story-telling bout wats happening to us during the holidays...then the camwhore king started his photo taking....after a moment, we found ourselves with nothing to do as ain has left for training....our impromptu plan to surprise her was a FAILURE cause she saw us...after that we went to the library and play around with the piano....it was fun and the weather was nice although its raining....fooling around the whole day.now waiting for pictures frm FIZA...3 hours!!
01:20
Tuesday, March 18, 2008
