what about me.
09:50
Saturday, May 31, 2008
i really have started to abandon my blog..anyway, these days i m lazy to blog an there's nothing much to blog about..this whole week i m sick...down with sore throat and then it develop into coughing with phlegms and nose block..its getting worse although i've been controlling what i ate.so the 2 weeks school holiday have started.I've decided to do something useful during the 2 weeks which is what more than studying?ha~yeah, i m lifeless but what to do?i m also gonna catch up some time with my old friends.Seriously, i really missed them so much.for this weekends, i am not going to study and all i want to do is just rest or either go out...there's some outdated pics in my lappy which i want to put up for the past few days but i m sooo lazy ....this pic was at the zoo, it was last wednesday and i m not schooling...i took care of my 3 nieces..
anyway, i saw this chipmunks!...hah...so cute
nah~ actually it was a squirrel and outside the zoo, there is a snake twirling around on the tree...i mean as in it is SNAKE!!! the zoo staff was over there to catch it...
so this niece was trying to be funny which i think, TOTALLY NOT!!
for this, monkey see, monkey doo~wat i said rite here, it doesn't apply to anyone...
its just a thought that i have..
these days i am tired
for being too understanding
for listening to people on what i need to do..
the feeling of being so drain out is just too much for me.
how i wish...just for a period of time, it was my world...JUST FOR A MOMENT!
is that so much to ask??
i've never ask for something in return in my life for the things i did..
i've been keeping it for way tooo long that it almost hurt myself
letting this kind of tiredness go away just like any random thoughts doesn't work for me and i don't even know what to do with it...
anyway, i realize that i m really being a neutral person after my friend told me about it
i am a neutral person with a stand...
when i said i don't even care....its true enough that i don't even want to care....
funny~(well maybe for me)
i think i am becoming a lone ranger SOON!!!
going to school alone, go back by myself...
doesn't talk much in class..
i must have sound pathetic right now...~
ugh~...too much thought lar....
i think i end it here....
00:43
Sunday, May 25, 2008
i'm bored = (i don't want to revise today because i seriously need a break...my mum and dad went to my late grandad village at Pahang,just hope that they are having a safe journey...anyway, i was helping my niece to write a malay composition. I found that myself making weird sentences.what have gotten over my mother tounge!!!!(is it tongue or tounge??well can't rmbr it well)
i had a horrible stomach cramp to the extent that i curl my self up on the bed...to avoid the pain, i just slept for 2 hours and the pain went away.
00:59
Saturday, May 24, 2008
i think i should better stop before it really got any worse....The more things i hear bout it, the more i want to be deaf!(well not exactly i want to be one maybe temporarily)i am beginning to feel the pain but its better than the one i had before which is indescribable....its hard but its worth trying = )no pain no gain
13:32
Friday, May 23, 2008
i think my stomach is aching...maybe it was the chocolate and milk from yesterday and i m feeling cold because of the 18 degree celcius air-condition!GOD!time flies today because its TGIF!!!! i can't wait for weekends because i wanna sleep and distress myself....this whole week have been a week of brain draining and I MEAN IT!!...i've decided not to care anymore....
23:32
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
i think my niece is getting more and more stubborn...she doesn't listen to me and don't want to eat....GAH~she is getting on my nerves....anyway, the weather is really humid nowadays and i felt like eating ice cream under the sun...ha~...i noe its random...time flies...tmrw is thursday and i m having UT2 for RDNA followed by applied chemistry the following day....
i am hoping for the best for the test....
k...nights people....love & hugs,Kasminah =)
<3
17:30
Monday, May 19, 2008
god!!! you guys gotta see this...its really touching...there's connie in the latter part of the video, the kid from england..anyway the main focus is the blind kid who played the piano...believe me, it will move u to tears...if u are not move by it, u r inhumane idiot!!...LOLhttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bppXP91b4nE
enjoy!!
16:24
01:15
Sunday, May 18, 2008
i think some pple needs to get their act together....whoever it is...i swear, i felt disgusted enough...ugh.. *vomit*stop playing this childish game and come back to REALITY!if i don't really care about hurting people, i would have say it out instead of beating around the bush.Sometimes i couldn't carelesssometimes i feel like giving a slap at each of u because of the hypocrisy.just learn to adapt and not hate...what's the problem???i've tried and it works...
HUMANS!!!for once, i think there is no sincerity and a place for it....
silence doesn't mean consent
"you need to be scared, in order to be brave"......P.S. I LOVE YOU
23:54
Saturday, May 17, 2008
sometimes i feel that i lost my identity of my own...without knowing myself who really am iwhat kind of person am iwhat do i live for in life???waking up in each day,feeling so helpless and thinking how should i get on with my day.....nothing to look forward to.....thank god! i am optimistic....anyway i finish reading P.S. I LOVE YOU!!!effah, wen r u free??...i want to give u back the book!!!gonna start another new book....
23:14
Tuesday, May 13, 2008
22:45
Sunday, May 11, 2008
22:05
Wednesday, May 07, 2008
THANKS!!!this is not helping me at all...just help me fix it and stop being such an irresponsible arse!if i can fix it i won't ask for help...blame it on me...blame..blame....blame...i am always in the wrong when things happen....how i feel like slapping you for giving me a heck care attitude...
22:53
Tuesday, May 06, 2008
first UT's for four modules are done!!!yay...of all the first UTs' i think microbiology is a gone case....it have hard application question...DIE!!!furthermore i was feeling EXTREMELY SLEEPY on the third meeting all the way till UT starts...tmrw is wednesday and i m not sure what to do...i m gonna put my PP aside and do it during the weekends.if i m not taking care of my niece, i guess i m going for a jog...i had 3 meals today;breakfast,lunch & dinnerdidn't had a complete meal for a day for such a long time n i felt soooo FULL!!anyway saw beam today!!!yeah..i did the same old trick he used on me each time i m not alert...LOLhad a little chat while on our way to class..i seriously gonna miss YVONNE soooooooooooooooooooooo much!!!all the best for your future...love ya <3
19:47
Monday, May 05, 2008
20:08
Saturday, May 03, 2008
saturday= no life for me!!!!i have to wake up early to go to mosque for a class...GAHH!!i may dread to go bcos i need to wake up early but after the class i m awake...anyway my stomach was growling during the class.LOLonce again, i woke up today at 6.30 am thinking that there's school...today,i was suppose to be revising and making notes for upcoming UT's but the weather kills my mood..i just hope tmrw weather will be windy and not scorching hot...my dad wanna make a steamboat tmrw, i hope not because i need to study and with my niece all around, i can't....
21:34
Thursday, May 01, 2008
PP scope done!email the company i m going to interview DONE!!!..i hope they accept my interview!!!PRETTY PLEASSSEEE.....I just hope everything goes well...i m done with the important things but i don't feel at ease...i am getting more and more worried....i should be making notes for my UT but i m just way too worried...i need to trust myself!!!everything will be alright!!!...YES I CAN!!!i had a weird dream today!!!!i don't know...
anyway, i realise that the more older i get, the more i value my family...
value means that everybody is important in the family....
eating our meals together while the nieces playing around with each other....
the girls having a chat about their day...
the guys chatting about the brand new cars and games....
its just that each time when all my family members gather at my house, i felt pretty happy to an extent that nothing can beat this kind of feeling....
