26.10.1989.
-Chua Chu Kang Primary School
-Kranji Primary School
-Chua Chu Kang Secondary School
-Republic Polytechnic(dip. in Biotechnology)
22:04
Saturday, June 14, 2008
i guess the laughter that i had was meant to make up for the times i am really down right now!!! thanks~ i don't understand why i need to sacrifice for people sake! people just don't make any effort to understand how tired i am feeling!! i am seriously upset,actually its indescribable... i am sick of it!!! i am so blinded by responsibility that i close my eyes for what i am feeling each time and tolerate it.. why do i even need to understand people needs when they don't understand mine?? frankly speaking, all this questions come to my mind EVERY SINGLE TIME but i find myself pathetic for asking such a question to make myself pitiful and gain sympathy! cos i don't need sympathy!!! all i need is understanding! sometimes i feel there is not a need for this kindness in me because what i get is not appreciation but selfishness!!!
i know i am angry for nothing because there is no solution and its always the same ending.. THANKS!!!
don't say that u even understand because nothing beats it unless u are in my shoe...