these few days, i've been bumping into familiar faces....
anyway, i've been thinking....what do i want in my life???
being happy is just too simple minded and i am not that simple...hehe
i am not emo-ing n i don't like to be one cause you can really immersed in your own world and forget bout the reality...
call me stubborn....i don't even care because the world that u are stepping on is REALITY!!
BACK TO WHAT I WANT IN MY LIFE....
i have no complaints bout my life, well maybe abit but not that major...
i do rant and whine bout how hard is my day but thats part and parcel of it...
i have a wonderful family and cute nieces that i can hug each time i went back home after having a hard day...ouh and nephew coming into this world on september....eeeeekkkkkk~ i can't wait for this moment....i've got everything plan for him....i want to take a pic of him every single day and when he grows up, he can see it....
i have friends whom i can depends on for laughter and share the happiness and the hardship i am facing but as days flies, sadly, we are getting farther apart due to busy life....i realise its hard to maintain a friendship..
i always work hard for what i want and knowing whats my right for everything in life...
i don't even know what more i want because it seems that everything that i have...
talking bout working hard, i seriously got to get rid of this habit of giving in to people...
i am always the one who took the initiative and i mean ALWAYS.....
and i feel sad for myself....i can even cry for this but still i does it....
i m fine with it but sometimes when it gets too much i feel like totally ignoring and abandon it BUT I DON'T HAVE THE HEART TO DO THAT...
i felt pitiful towards people really quick so i can't do that....
talking bout that, i've been cheated once because of my kindness....
this small boy was begging me for money then i gave him cos he said he wanna buy food...
then wen i m was at another shop, i saw him with his parents and he was buying a chocolate...
WTH!!!!
thanks ar!!!
but i don't feel angry though...ha!!!
i think i won't get angry when i expect it to happen...
can someone please make me laugh!!!!
anyway wanna share u guys with this mushy line....
it gives u goosebump but i think its nice....ha~
even though i dislike spring,
but i like the flowers
even though i dislike summer.
but i like the rain
even though i dislike autumn,
but i like the falling leave
even though i dislike the winter.
but i like the falling snow
even though i dislike the world,
but i like you ONLY
i almost wanna die the first time i listen to this line...LOL...
= )
