what about me.
01:18
Saturday, August 30, 2008
today my sister called me last minute and told me that i don't need to pick my niece up.then i went to my sister and spree with her at vivocity!i swear i m down with luck!this kid was walking with a balloon and he hit me with it.WTH!hey kid!be careful,i could prick ur balloon with a needle*evil laughter*then this idiotic guy was carrying his shopping bag behind him on the shoulder and it accidentally hit me on my shoulder.lazy idiot!!confirm my nephew will be out next week!!ramadhan gonna be different this time!!hehe...this time spring cleaning have to take place early and no last minute thing!!! 10 points!!!= )LASTLY a happy 22nd bdae to my bro!!u r such a leech on dad and mums!u arse!!!LOLand stop laughing at what i just said..bon voyage for ur trip tmrw and come back home safely.
01:30
Friday, August 29, 2008
happy advance teachers day!to my secondary school teachers!!i was listening to muttons @ perfect 10 and all the pple were wishing here n there due to teachers day...anyway before i go to sleep i want to take my time wishing teachers that are important to me.ms rico chow: my favourite chemistry teacher. taught my class since sec 3 and each day she came to school with different style. i always whisper to sanjiv and wondering how big is her closet. GOD! i miss her!!!she is a nice teacher and what makes her special that she believes that nothing is impossible for her students.= )Mrs tan/ms seetoh: i m not used to call her mrs tan cause too awkward. this lady is very nice and a patient teacher. she' s always the one who drives me to do well in maths but sec.5, i m abit hopeless. my passion for maths DIE!.hehe....nevertheless i never forget the effort that she put in me and my classmate. i appreciate it very much.Mr Png: this guy, i used to fear his lesson alot but actually he is a nice guy. he always share his life stories and giving endless advice. when people test up to his limits, he will scold u like mad and i can even cry but i didn't. i guess he is more to a fatherly figure kind of teacher than really a teacher himself. b4 he came to my school, he taught RGS and currently in NUS high school. I STILL rmbr his advise.mr yuen: the first time i saw him, i thought he is a japanese because of his rosy cheeks and his small eyes. although he taught me less than half a year, i think he is really a great teacher, always patient and keep smiling and cool. Hope your son,elliot is healthy.ha! i rmbr the period when he taught us, his wife is pregnant and he received a phone calls about it.Ms Aw: wonder how she is doing??the last time i saw her, she told me that she gonna transfer to bukit panjang govt. high. this lady, she is abit attitude and strict. she kept forcing me to draw and draw although i don't have talent for it. what i learned from her is that practice makes perfect but still i m not UP for art. her class was the more relaxing cos we listen to radio or mp3 while drawing. we even talk and talk. she is someone whom you can talk to about problems and try her best to give advice. she is a reasonable teacher.most of the teacher whom i am close to are the ones who taught me from sec 3 all the way till i graduated.i am not that outspoken in secondary school with teachers.all i did was to fulfill what i want in life and didn't really care that much.in sec 5, i think i had mostly male teachers and i kind of dislike them. ATTITUDE like nobody business.i call them the 2 setan's but i think mr tan wei liat was the worse.i felt he was a bit reluctant in teaching my class and there were no interactions in knowing the teacher better.tan liang hooi lesson was lame but its fun!all this secondary school days man!!!it feels like i just graduated....wen its like 2 years ago!not forgetting other teachers who have put endless effort and i appreciate them pretty much...mrs rebecca yeomiss chiamdm chinmdm hayatimdm rosnahmdm fazilahmdm latiffahmdm aimahmrs wongi can't rmbr my home econs and dnt teacher names. (anyway i hate my sec 1 home econ. tcher)after all this experience with teachers, i think teachers need to learn how to open their heart and minds to their students and believe. That was the greatest mistake that some of the teachers had.The best teachers teach from the heart, not from the book. -Author Unknown
as i was missing my friends and teachers, i manage to dig up some old pics in my photbucket....
(click on the pic to enlarge) = )i m going to sleep...it took me one hour to re-type my entry again....
16:07
Monday, August 25, 2008
have you ever laugh to yourself?ha~i think i am one of them..i will laugh while thinking of some funny moments and slightly giggle to myself..i think it happens when i am alone in the bus and like seeing people doing stupid stuff.i will imagine and make my own story like some cartoon thingy..this is not psycho!this is giving yourself some laughter....LOL= )
01:33
i swear my stomach feel like i am having a gastric pain!!i ate all 3 meals and didn't skip any....gah~
22:04
Sunday, August 24, 2008
If I must be hurt, I'll endure the pain
Even if I'm miserable, I'll be patient
If I have to throw something away,
I'll throw it all away without hesitation.
Even the last of my well-kept pride....
EVERYTHING!
I myself...have no idea about whats going through my mind....
weird dreams....
u noe i was thinking....
fate is written in god hands..
does it make a difference if u r a second late?
for example u story goes this way but then u decide to choose another route...will it even change the fate?
one thing for sure that i know is that when your time ends....
doesn't matter where u are...time waits for no human...it will end...
this is just a random thought that i always had and i just want to share...
i am not being emo but let's give it a thought..
12:50
Saturday, August 23, 2008
yay!!! i've got my mail from the postman!!!! = )
12:48
22:57
Thursday, August 21, 2008
"the world will never waits for you,not even a single second....
GOD! i am procrastinating!!
well i did some work and one more RJ to do for BMTC!gah~~
anyway leave the worries aside...
i checked my CE points today and the chemistry challenge that i took part in.
I RECEIVED 2DA for that!!!woo~ that also means that i got 90% of the qns correct.
thanks for your help sitt hui.
now i m left with 13 more..
yakult trip: 2DA
BMTC TRIP: 3 NDA
which means i m left with 8 more points before i complete the module!!!
PERSEVERE!!!
i don't have anything to say right now and i hate saying it cause i don't want to whine..
the more i talk about it, nothing can't be change.
just only me and me and me know bout it...
ahhh~HEELP ME!!*scream**pull hair*run away*
LOL
let's take thing slowly but SURELY(talking to myself)
00:30
Sunday, August 17, 2008
01:44
Friday, August 15, 2008
i swear the moment i went back home ytd from tekong...i can't sleep cause my body was really aching, i didn't even remember doing anything tiring...ouh i forget to about the motto or some phrase i saw at tekong...."its not what you leave behind, its what you'll gain in the days ahead" i so rmbr telling something similar to my brother friend's when he was Enlisted and he was touched by my words...hawell,he is a regular now..ahhh..i need to be self-discipline,i m losing it...GOD!!i really need some courage to face this and get over with it...the moment i think about it, i seems to crumble down.i don't care if you put me to torture but just let me get done with it.there's something more important than me and my own feelings...
*off to yakult factory tmrw!!*....but i prefer vitagen!(BETRAYER!!ha! i know....)
00:17
Thursday, August 14, 2008
23:57
Sunday, August 10, 2008
did a personality test as i was bored...- Your ideal mate has a sense of humor and is lively.(totally! i like laughter and jokes)
- Most of your plan would be successful. When you wish, you make a reasonable wish.(not sure...unless u really work hard)
- No effort, no success. That's your attitudes towards success.(true!!like DUH~)
- You realize that there are always ups and downs. Joy and sorrow are constant companions.(YUP! thats y i never complain because i know that hardship is part and parcel of life....just overcome it and look at the brighter side)
- You are emotional, sincere and optimistic.(its for the people to judge...not me)
somethings are better to be keep it to yourself....
19:00
20:47
Friday, August 08, 2008
woke up quite early today....around 5.45 am and bath...i felt so happy today because it is national day eve although it is a normal day in school.then i woke my niece, my brother and my sister up.while i was walking to yew tee mrt station, lots of people are wearing red and white..somehow it made me smile because i felt really happy and at the same time remember those times in secondary school....ahhhh~by evening my mood really went down*thumbs down*anyway this week i saw a lot of people can!!!!for today, i saw eng sin,he called me...then kanan, i didn't get to approach him cause he was walking with someone,lastly, it was stanley....i was walking back home from lot 1 and saw this group of boys walking the opposite direction....suddenly while the boys walk passed me, i felt someone pulled my hand...i shouted for a moment and it was STANLEY!!!ha!..idiot...next time just shout out my name like u used tooo...u scared me off!!!it was nice talking to eng sin for a moment.....i used to rmbr eng sin for being so mischievous cause he hide my bag,pulled my chair and made me fall off the chair....THANKS EH!!1i think i should enroll at BBDC for my car license and to hang out with those pple i've been missing...ha!
all i need to do is to get done with it and please GOD give me the courage and a strong heart to face this situation although i dreaded it soooo much...
22:39
Thursday, August 07, 2008
count on me singapore.....count on me to give my best and more!!!Happy advance 43th bday SINGAPORE!!!!!woooohoooo!!i think i prefer the old songs...nothing beats it!!my nieces are all singing those songs so i join in and search it in youtube....we sang along...
ytd i was teaching my youngest niece some of singapore patriotic song..
she told me about her school having the celebration and singing the same song that we sang the day before...
i like the weather today...dark and cold..semester going to end sooon....
22:50
Wednesday, August 06, 2008
okay..some random pics with my niece...
my thoughts are really in a mess..Someone that I cherish so much that I had to hide
That someone, only I can see him
He is only visible to my eyes
I Will keep him locked in my lips forever
Only the tears that fill my eyes know
I don't want to have him
I don't want to be greedy
I just want to love him
01:34
something intrigue me....i was searching about islam community in a country whereby it is dominated by most christians and buddhist...its interesting to find out how they live..i even found out that 37 Korean soldiers convert to islam ahead of their deploymentthis is the wonders of god!sure its random but its something to ponder over....i myself,a Muslim but how well do i keep my actions up to its name??then during breaks, i read the CNA news anchor blogs....they are talking about being singaporean due to upcoming NDP but most of them are PR's.
sad to say, the enthusiasm went dead since i enter polytechnic...secondary school is the nicest celebration i ever had...the feeling of being patriotic while singing out our national anthem and those national day songs...well its just memories...meant for remembrance....
00:17
Tuesday, August 05, 2008
가슴아 너무 미안해(heart, i am so sorry)more precious than anything in this world...
01:15
Sunday, August 03, 2008
at one shot today!!i was back in touch with my old schoolmates...talk to jun rong n fadilah!
OMGD!!! how could u rmbr all those things i tell u!!!!u better shut up!!! NG JUN RONG!!!ha, old buddy!!just forget who i am in secondary school, i m not the same...everything have change...i am the present no more of the past = )ahhhh...i can't wait to see miss chow!!!
22:50
Friday, August 01, 2008
came to school today!!!for like at least 3 days i didn't go to school, i went out, do some stuff that is needed to do...kind of miss school abit!!! hehei will be going back to school next week for 3 days out of 4! semester going to end sooon but there are important things that need to be done..had lunch with the GG girls...the boys??one of them got their wallet lost and the other,NO IDEA!!i need to do something to my hair,its getting pretty thick...my fringe is getting long....how should i cut it??should i go for a permanent loose curl???should i even add colour to it??haha...have been bumping into a few old classmates during breaks...joel was an idiot....he was so tall that i couldn't even see him..i didn't realise, he kind of gets in my way while i was walking and when i look up...who the hell is this idiot, it was JOEL!!!..he cuts his hair again but i think short hair goes well with him.Then jun hao at the atm machine!!!ahhh~ i miss the old times suan-ing u!!! LOLI even got a comment from jun hao..HEY U ALSO CHANGE!!!...haha!wats that suppose to mean?
n usha,do i look as if i m sick??or maybe u spend too much time in the toilet that your vision is not clear...ha! just joking....
i wanna play the 3 legs game!!!!so FUN(ny)...let just stop here and erase those thoughts....no matter what happen, i should not and will not be shaken by it!!!
stay strong!!!!
YESSSSSSSSSSS
ahhh...i m sleepy!!!
I CAN DO IT!!!!!!!
