what about me.
15:13
Wednesday, December 31, 2008
22:55
Monday, December 29, 2008
alrite~ ytd was my cousin wedding!!i swear i am tired from helping out and i felt my legs are ripping off!!!the above pics are the girls cousin, my niece and nephew...there are others who are left out from the picture...i can't wait for tommorow!!!yay!!
i think i am hating(its not extreme but i just dislike) people who have princess syndrome more and more...
y??
-people are living hard enough and they have to spend their money like water just to feel pretty. Instead, go and do something useful with the money such as donating it to the needy
-fairytale do not exist in this world because there is no such thing as ETERNITY!!!!
- no human CAN or could have EVERYTHING in this world unless they are bless with it by working hard
- darn it!!they are not MISS WORLD!!
00:40
Wednesday, December 24, 2008
for the first time in my life i had nightmares..i was felt really scared in my dreams and i quickly opened my eyes at 4.10 am.i can't move my body because all my body parts felt numb and i was afraid to sleep again.i am not thinking much bout it...there's 6 more days left before its gonna be 2009!time fliesmy new year resolution,i've yet to think bout it.let's just be contented with what we have. = )my sister is smiling and laughing beside me but for no reason i felt really sad and want to cry!!!
23:35
Monday, December 22, 2008
today,went over to my sis house...sat around and studied FTT...tmrw i m going to a Christmas party!!!yeah!! WITH KIDS~thats right, its the yearly Christmas party that my 3rd niece have in school...PPLE I'VE SEND MY EMAIL ABOUT THE PICNIC, PLEASE TAKE NOTE~can't wait for the picnic...yeppie~well me and my friends were planning to go for musical concert at the end of our year2 which is 4 weeks away!!!i wanted to watched BREAKOUT..its a non-verbal comedy acted by the korea B-BOYS...cool isn't it??!the plots is like prison break but with NUNS inside....no idea how the story will be...the cheapest tickets are available at level 3 of the theater and level 1 cheap tickets and good seat are NOT AVAILABLE!!!! (at times like this, i need to be KIASU[NO!!I M NOT PROUD TO BE ONE]. Grab a good seats with cheap price ASAP cos it runs out quite fast although the show is next year. fyi, the one that i wanted to go is available around the valentines day)wth~level 3,what you want to watch??its so far!!!well the good seats= expensive tickets are still available but god!! i need money!!!same goes for Rodgers & Hammerstein’s Cinderella and CATS(even with a student discount!!)how i wish at this point of time money drop from the sky!!
k..need to sleep!!!
14:14
Saturday, December 20, 2008
where did the time go??
whether your mind keeps...
going or not.
time does
everything that happened which used to be unacceptable
and hard to believe
i'm becoming familiar with
i sit around and tears flow
afraid someone will see i let my head fall
i avoid that place like i'm running away but yet
when i plop down to tie my untied shoe
i collapse to the ground
everything at this moment comes to a halt but yet
i'm used to it
somehow i've been
making it through the days
time passes by again looking for something to do
my heart dropping suddenly
from that one word "farewell"
heard among the countless people
and just being silent
because i hate myself still talking like you after all this time
its' all familiar
its still familiar but still unfamiliar just like before
i've made it through but yet its difficult like before
though i'd thought i left it
its all at thetip of my fingers like before
i'd thought i wiped it put but its full just like before
i sit around and tears flow
afraid someone will see i let my head fall
i avoid that place like i'm running away but yet
when i plop down to tie my untied shoe
i collapse to the ground
everything at this moment comes to a halt but yet
sending you away like that
with words i had to fake
i wonder if you still
remember what you said to me
those words that when another winter comes it will all be forgotten
credit:TheAsianMission
the above is the lyrics from the song that is playing on my jukebox..
anyway...on thursday, i went to geylang wet market with my parents...we had breakfast and then me and my nieces,nephew waited for my parents to finish grocerries shopping..this uncle suddenly goes to his bicycle and rang his bicycle bell at me...so i looked at him and he asked me,if i have started schooling...i replied a yes and he gave me a quiz in malay...pkcik: pkcik kasih teka-teki,kalau dapat jawapannya pakcik belikan sarapan nasime: tak apalah pakcik, saya pun dah makan sarapan.pakcik: teka-tekinya begini, di atas meja ada ikan dan di bawa meja ada tikus. Dimana agaknya si kucing??cuba jawab.adelah aku tengok pakcik tu dengan dahi aku berkerut.jangan ckp jawapan yang aku sedang fikir, yang aku fikir,"asal pakicik ni tanya aku??"sampai sekarang aku tak dapat jawapan dia.kesimpulan yang aku telah buat ialah kucing makan ikan tetapi kalau dalam kartun tom and jerry, kucing suka makan tikus. Dalam dunia ni aku tk pernah nampak kucing kejar tikus.sebenarnya, bila pakcik tu tanye aku teka-teki, dalam otak aku...MAMPUS!!DAH LAH AKU TAK BAGUS DENGAN TEKA-TEKI.sebenarnya aku ade pantun untuk pakcik yang tanye akuPergi ke geylang membeli ikan tenggiritenggiri dibelinya untuk dimakan kucing setiap haripakcik bertanya teka-teki itu hariapa kata pakcik JAWAB SENDIRI!!!ceh~...haha
00:38
Thursday, December 18, 2008
summary of the day....didn't really do much.i woke up early and went BBDC for BTT..yeah, i passed at the second attempt which is consider alright for a private candidate.then went back home,took a nap and met jing wei at admiralty around 3.30...we were talking and what i meant talking as in SERIOUS TALKING!!!he shared with me bout his experience,thoughts and life...i kind of shocked because he seems more mature than his age given to the environment he is in..i think he is a business oriented person with his own style of surviving in the world..he asked me what are my dreams???what's my future plans??i astounded and stone for a moment at the same time thinking hard..i realise i had no dreams and what i have lead in life was just following the flow and be contented with it...being complacent is not a good thing.there's lot of things he shared with me which i can't remember but the word DREAMS hit me too hard that i am still thinking bout it...for him, i think he really had a big dream which he had planned and had things worked out...i just hope that he will be successful.another thing i realise, i felt that the world i live in there are negative side to it but i just refuse to see it and don't bother... well, the truth and facts have always been ugly...at times of uncertainty....have you ever thought bout it??i got to start thinking and work things out for myself because i want to survive in this world!!
00:55
Saturday, December 13, 2008
i m bored but at the same time i am frustrated.all i feel is just to scream at one person and throw tantrum..yess, i've never do such a thing but when things are too overboard i think its really the time...the more i try to figure out, the more i hate maybe despise is a stronger word...this is the time where PITY or should i call sympathy doesn't come in place be it whats the relationship...i am seriously having doubts bout people and i don't understand why you need to lie...the truth doesn't hurt like the lies do...****censored**** YEAH..get what i mean..ouh and a HAPPY 18TH birthday to AMIR!!! =)
21:51
Friday, December 12, 2008
its holiday!!! YAY!!nope it doesn't mean that i am gonna take a rest from studying UT...my normal routine of taking care of my niece is still up but i am gonna miss W54G rowdiness during the 3 weeks holiday...not forgetting falah,the crazy idiot who have been bullying me lately..furthermore i m adding something to it....how funny isn't it, telling them SEE YOU NEXT YEAR when the next year means 3 weeks after...it shows that time flies...today UT was fine because i study pretty well so i hope for a good grade!!please do!!!anyway enough bout schoool...i need a new top and went to threadless.com(my favourite online shop to get nice t-shirts)these are my choices...
this is nice because of its blue t-shirt and the design compliments it quite well.
This my most favourite among the 3 because its red and the design???i can't comprehend either but its nice..
this is quite nice too i realise the colour i wanted are all primary colors...i m hoping there will be another batch of orders.....PLEASE!!!
22:02
Wednesday, December 10, 2008
i m gonna finish this last lap and try my best...i just missed the feeling of achieving what you wanted in life...it need not be a target bout being in the top 10 or in the rolls of honor list, i am satisfied if i have just meet my targets in life..that's all = )
15:18
Tuesday, December 09, 2008
i m back from KL...i went over for the Hari Raya Aidiladha celebration..went for 2 days 1 night..it was a good rest for me, away from the laptop,didn't think much bout what's in singapore and just relax..i guess my niece really had a fun times till she did not want to go back home...the frustrating part was that i went for a holiday feeling sick..sore throat, flu and cough,eating medicine made me lost my appetite...anyway, the celebration over there can be felt...early in the morning,takbir(not so sure what is it in english) can be heard.Woke up early in the morning with NO WATER HEATER...the water is 2 times cold with the rainy day..the guys went for prayers while the women get ready to watch the sheep or the cow sacrificial thingy..this was my second time seeing it so it was nothing...from singapore to KL it was a 5 hour drive...i just listen to my ipod shuffle, sleep or i'll be watching the scenery,the mountains are kind of hazy with the morning dews because my whole family set off at 6 am in the morning!!!it was fun....one thing i feared the most was driving on the way back home because there were so many cars and it was night and dark..there were so many accidents and i am grateful that we are safe back home.now i m back, i need to settle my EZ-LINK...yes!!!! I LOST IT!!!i've blocked it and i m making a new one with a better PHOTO!!LOLwhich arse who used my ez-link...aku tk HALAL-KN ar!!!i skipped school today cause i went back home quite late yesterday around 3am because of the congestion for 2 hours!!
i realise this week, there isn't any biochem on frIday because it have been push forward due to the public holiday..
so the conclusion is WE END THE WEEK WITH GENETICS!!!
YAY....
school holiday is coming sooon! woo~there's lot of things to do...mugging for UT4(i think i m gonna do pretty badly for my chem & immunology UT3), cooking and bla bla bla....the list goes on....
20:01
Thursday, December 04, 2008
School UTs are really killing me...3 UTs per week, whats' more mugging for the module that is in my list of LEAST FAVORITE....taking care of my niece...go back home, study, do rj and then sleep...next day wake up and start another new routine...yeah i m lifeless and don't even have a time to chill and catch a breath..ANYWAY....HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY TO ALVIS(i've wish him actually) and 19th advance birthday to ONG ZHENG KAI A.K.A. monsteri will not be in singapore so yeah...advance wish....alvis legal already...LOL but the fact is nothing change, you are the youngest among the whole class...okay gotta study CHEM and i am abit frustrated with it cause the few problems, i m having difficulty understanding...lets just take as what it is...i am so lazy to complain and to make any comments.
20:01
Monday, December 01, 2008
tell u guys what happened this morning when i was getting ready for school...this bottle of powder drop somewhere in between of my tv and my dressing table...so i kind of put my hand in between those two things and reach out something that is far beyond my reach without shifting the dressing table...SUDDENLY!!!i got a cramp around my neck and shoulder...i felt that the nerve that is connected to my neck is seriously strained...it took me awhile before i m able to move properly...another thing is that i get frequent eyes fatigue or was it computer eye strain...8.30- 4pm at the laptop on weekdays and 12 hours on weekends...i think this is really getting serious..usually after third meeting whereby all stress are gone, just have to sit back and hear to presentation...my eyes feels in discomfort...my temple feel so intense after that, i get sleepy when the pain ease...have to cut down on my laptop hours....its not good...
ouh and the niece i m taking care of is already in K1...
she is growing up...
I could still remember the day she went to school crying and her eyes will be all swollen the moment i took her back from school..
time really flies......
year 3 is coming...
omgd....
got to study for tmrw ut and RJ = )
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