what about me.
00:38
Thursday, December 18, 2008
summary of the day....didn't really do much.i woke up early and went BBDC for BTT..yeah, i passed at the second attempt which is consider alright for a private candidate.then went back home,took a nap and met jing wei at admiralty around 3.30...we were talking and what i meant talking as in SERIOUS TALKING!!!he shared with me bout his experience,thoughts and life...i kind of shocked because he seems more mature than his age given to the environment he is in..i think he is a business oriented person with his own style of surviving in the world..he asked me what are my dreams???what's my future plans??i astounded and stone for a moment at the same time thinking hard..i realise i had no dreams and what i have lead in life was just following the flow and be contented with it...being complacent is not a good thing.there's lot of things he shared with me which i can't remember but the word DREAMS hit me too hard that i am still thinking bout it...for him, i think he really had a big dream which he had planned and had things worked out...i just hope that he will be successful.another thing i realise, i felt that the world i live in there are negative side to it but i just refuse to see it and don't bother... well, the truth and facts have always been ugly...at times of uncertainty....have you ever thought bout it??i got to start thinking and work things out for myself because i want to survive in this world!!
