what about me.
12:15
Friday, January 30, 2009
22:24
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
yay!! tmrw i m going to go Chinatown with my niece, its her school field trip.Since my sister(her mum) can't make it, i m going instead.Anyway, just now, i went to pick my niece up from her school. Then there is this one weird girl or maybe she is playful from my niece class, she was trying to make me piggy back her. I was squating down and helping my niece to wear her shoes properly and suddenly, she cling onto my back. Another time, she held my hand for no reason. I was like....what is this girl trying to do to me??Just what she wants from me?AND PLEASE GET OFF FROM ME!hahaweird kids!! tsk tsk....
12:15
yesterday i went to search on the net and came across a CCKSS former student..guess what i saw!!! a wedding picture of my teacher who used to teach me DNT while i was in lower sec.he always got bullied by students because of his poker face..i was looking through the photos and his bride look so familiar...i kept looking and it strikes my mind that his bride was Miss Felicia Tan who taught me literature in sec 1.i was soo stunt!!Tell me bout it, the impossible became possible.enough bout that...so yeah, year 2 is going to end and year 3 is coming...i was reading bout this person life and somehow i felt determine to do better.a firm believer of "Learning through mistake and failure"but as day flies, the cost of mistake and failure you need to pay gets higher....After all these times, i really hate to fail but sometimes you could not avoid it in order to learn.This person i m talking bout is one of the first batch of graduates from NUSHShe was telling bout his application to NUS, Standford, Harvard, MIT and Dukes university...frankly, i envy him on how Genius he is.Starting from now on, i don't care whatever obstacles that god gonna get me through, i need to pull through to achieve my dream.Comparing result with others is not a need but meeting your own expectation IS!I guess the mistakes that I've made in the past let me slip through as year flies and i get very demoralize.I've once told a teacher bout my dream and currently i am on the track of doing it but if i am going at this rate, i would never make it.At times i even asking myself, IS THIS WHAT I WANT???All i need are motivation and willingness!!!!"To accomplish great things, we must dream as well as act"- Anatole France (1844 - 1924)
23:05
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
OK...all UTs are OVER!!!finally, i can rest my brain for a moment but still i have my FTT to study!!! brr~anyway, i've nothing to do so i went to dig up all those picture in my cupboard and scan it to post it on Facebook...well, it will be a pleasant suprise for my secondary school friends and i bet they will be saying this to themselves. "GOD!!! I LOOK SO CHILDISH AND WHATS UP WITH MY STYLE!!!"haha....do take a look at it on my facebook....*evil laughter*
23:40
Sunday, January 18, 2009
like what effah said, almost died of excessive laughter!!!thanks ar u guys!! i almost saw something flying over my head for laughing too hard!!see u guys sooon~ woooanyway...tmrw is the start of week 16 and its gonna end soon...YEAR 2 gonna end...i so need the break...i studied immunology for the whole day and just hope that the qns will come out ok.tuesday gonna be applied chem n i swear i don't know how to study for it...let's just ry my best and not complain...i think my new year resoultion: SAVE SAVE SAVE!!!Economy depression is coming soon....be mentally and physically prepared..
21:31
Saturday, January 10, 2009
i think this is gonna be the last time i m gonna blog...i m pretty lazy to update it and if i were to update, its gonna be a short entry..lately,my life kind of screwed me up and i am worrying endlessly..on thursday i got sick, a fever. During third meeting i started to shiver and as time flies, its getting worst. I didn't bring my jacket along and i was very cold.The plan for that day still have to go on because i need to fetch my niece frm school and take care of her.my class ended slightly early so i went to my sis home and pop a panadol with an empty stomach and rest for an hour.I force myself to pespire and the fever was really high that i can sense it up till my eyes.The panadol really kills me because if i took it, i will have these feeling of heavy head and i really do have it the next day.i kind of pespire a little and get up to fufill my responsibility but my body was seriously not well.went back home again and got fever again.I guess this fever was pretty bad for me because usually i would eat but that day i didn't eat for the 2 days and all i did was to eat sweets since there's sugar and it give you glucose(biochem students should know these..haha) that leads to energy.anyway, i m fine right now,except for my throat,its so uncomfortable when i am eating and drinking.ouh yeah, just wanna share something i watch today...i was watching this show about scene of life...this guy,a korean born in 1990 and his biological mum was 20 at that time..His mum gave birth to him when he was 28 weeks old..The size of your palm!!imagine that..This guy was adopted by an american family and the american family treated him like their children. The sad thing is, the guy had leukemia and no medicine can cure a leukemia unless with a bone marrow transplant from your biological siblings or family.His mum(step-mum) couldn't do anything but to continue hoping for something..Since his family is an american, they aren't compatible with the asian blood.Anyway his mum did all sort of things to save him such as went to a korean church to ask for support.Her mum made a speech,"i am a selfish mother because i want to see my son living longer than 18 years old"...while on the korean channel,she was on the show whereby you find missing person....".......if you're watching this,.....i need your help,my son need a bone marrow transplant and the one that will compatible to him is his biological parents.....the one that once you have given life to...."Then his mum and brother went to korea to search for his biological mum and went through the hospital where he was given birth but to no avail.It was pretty sad to see this, he may not be your own blood and meat but somehow god gave human a heart to treat others like their owns.= )i watched this kind of show all the time to see how different people are leading their life...when i watch, deep in my heart, i am grateful with what i have around me.Out there, there are people who are facing more difficulties and obstacles in life...
21:54
Wednesday, January 07, 2009
today, i really had an unpleasant day!!!it started all with my laptop.my laptop is giving me problem since the weekends and the worse had to be the one that happened in school.i wasn't able to use the laptop for the whole day!!!i went to the acer service centre to get things repaired furthermore if i go there i need to clarify the problems i had which includes the battery which does not cover by warranty. Battery without warranty cost $190!!!i told my mum and she told me to just buy it but she heave a sigh...i felt really bad so i compromise with her, i told her that i will pay her at the end of the month.i can't bare to make others to be in difficult position because of me and i rather have myself suffer than to see others just because of my problem.thats another thing...the acer guy told me, i had to wait for 2 hours so he took my hp number and told me that sms will be send to me when there are 3 person ahead of me.DANG!!! i realise i didn't bring my phone!!!i went to sit and thinking whether i should go back or not to take my phone since its 2 hours.i decided to go back so i rush and took it,the moment i took it and on my way back, acer sms-ed me!!!i m really into trouble!!if i missed the queue, i have to take another queue number which is 2 hours more for waiting time...i decided to hail a cab but to no avail, then i saw bus coming, i board on it and took a cab from the mrt station.it cost me $10 when i had to save for my batteries!!!!I just reach on time and they are serving 1037 while i am 1039...i had cold sweats and seriously!!! i felt a close shave!!its my turn, told everything bout the DAMN lappy and he told me its the MOBO(mother board)in my heart, i was like SHIT~! now i have to borrow a laptop from school and to come early tommorow!!He said the Mobo is out of stock and it needs 7 working days.so yeah everything was done then i went to search for my sister baking stuff but nothings available and i need to go to lot1.At that point of time, i felt like fainting because i have yet to eat my breakfast and i am having my early period...everything was done at 12pm and i start my day at 8ammy lips was dry and i was dehydrating...i went lot1 and bought my sister things but there's still some things i need to get for her.i went back home and rest for like 2 hours then my sis called asked me to collect my niece hmwk at her school cause she have not been coming to school since monday due to fever that is going on and off.at that point of time, i felt really DRAINED OUT!!i didn't even have the mood to eat, i ate half of my lunch and thats it.i went back to my alma matar which is currently where my niece is studying and i saw my english teacher that i hate...who cares i DON'T KNOW HIM!!!he was just right beside me...then went back home again and rest after awhile i went to cwp to bought my sis things and then back to my eldest sis house to take care of my niece!!fuhh~that was my day and i am having a hard time.GOD KNOWS!!!when i am having a hard time, all i was hoping for was patience to go through this and not to curse.i know this is a test for me.= )trust me, the feeling of this is really bad but i m trying hard not to be pessimistic.
22:24
Saturday, January 03, 2009
ouh god!!! there's 3 weeks left before i called it a holiday...i dreaded going to school but you never know the moment you saw your classmates..today i accidentally cut my finger while chopping something to make breakfast and its the sharpest knife my mum had in the kitchen...the wound is slightly deeper cause it doesn't stop bleeding even after washing it and putting the plaster and taking it off...the moral of story, be careful in the kitchen!!!anyway, today i was watching a documentary about 119 which is so called the firefighter/life savior in Korea.there was one particular incident where a girl was roaming around the streets past midnight because her house door was locked.she was crying, the sad thing is she isn't like any normal kid, her aunty brought her and the guys(the savior i mean)went over to that girl house. the guys try knocking it quite hard and for several times, suddenly the girl gets an epilepsy because of the knocking sound made by the guy. Her father is inside the house and he refuse to open the door, he was drunk and he hates his daughter. the guys had to enter their house by the window and when they open the door, the girl enters but yet she didn't want to go in instead she was shouting "where's my sister? please come back home faster!!!" Her dad can still sleep even the guy broke in. the father can't stand the noise,the next thing he did was to said he don't want her and slam the door upon them.The guys watched her and her aunt gave up upon that girl and leave by taxi. The girl cried and shriek.How cruel can human be!!!they may be a life savior but there are things they can't do. All of them watch helplessly and their eyes are full of sympathy. i was crying while watching it and i can't stand this kind of inhuman acts.this kind of people is worse than animals!!!
