what about me.
21:31
Saturday, January 10, 2009
i think this is gonna be the last time i m gonna blog...i m pretty lazy to update it and if i were to update, its gonna be a short entry..lately,my life kind of screwed me up and i am worrying endlessly..on thursday i got sick, a fever. During third meeting i started to shiver and as time flies, its getting worst. I didn't bring my jacket along and i was very cold.The plan for that day still have to go on because i need to fetch my niece frm school and take care of her.my class ended slightly early so i went to my sis home and pop a panadol with an empty stomach and rest for an hour.I force myself to pespire and the fever was really high that i can sense it up till my eyes.The panadol really kills me because if i took it, i will have these feeling of heavy head and i really do have it the next day.i kind of pespire a little and get up to fufill my responsibility but my body was seriously not well.went back home again and got fever again.I guess this fever was pretty bad for me because usually i would eat but that day i didn't eat for the 2 days and all i did was to eat sweets since there's sugar and it give you glucose(biochem students should know these..haha) that leads to energy.anyway, i m fine right now,except for my throat,its so uncomfortable when i am eating and drinking.ouh yeah, just wanna share something i watch today...i was watching this show about scene of life...this guy,a korean born in 1990 and his biological mum was 20 at that time..His mum gave birth to him when he was 28 weeks old..The size of your palm!!imagine that..This guy was adopted by an american family and the american family treated him like their children. The sad thing is, the guy had leukemia and no medicine can cure a leukemia unless with a bone marrow transplant from your biological siblings or family.His mum(step-mum) couldn't do anything but to continue hoping for something..Since his family is an american, they aren't compatible with the asian blood.Anyway his mum did all sort of things to save him such as went to a korean church to ask for support.Her mum made a speech,"i am a selfish mother because i want to see my son living longer than 18 years old"...while on the korean channel,she was on the show whereby you find missing person....".......if you're watching this,.....i need your help,my son need a bone marrow transplant and the one that will compatible to him is his biological parents.....the one that once you have given life to...."Then his mum and brother went to korea to search for his biological mum and went through the hospital where he was given birth but to no avail.It was pretty sad to see this, he may not be your own blood and meat but somehow god gave human a heart to treat others like their owns.= )i watched this kind of show all the time to see how different people are leading their life...when i watch, deep in my heart, i am grateful with what i have around me.Out there, there are people who are facing more difficulties and obstacles in life...
