what about me.
23:22
Thursday, February 26, 2009
tomorrow there's gonna be a meeting with my fyp advisor..i m feeling the stress up till my chest and making me breathless.my anxiety i m having for the meeting is almost exploding my head off and i felt as if i wanna vomit.i am not sure why.there are list of questions that he wants us to find out and i've searched almost 70% of it and i am afraid of the 30%.I am a perfectionist, i want every thing to be done and be proud of my work but everything is in a mess.i felt i have done it but at the same time when my team members were telling me the question, i have the feeling that i didn't did a good job..I WANNA BANG MY HEAD.....hopefully tomorrow meeting will be ok and my project advisor will help us to lead in this project
16:01
Monday, February 23, 2009
as usual, every morning i check my facebook...GUESS WHAT!!!i saw a picture of pakcik in this whole cast of pementasan.PAKCIK WAS PART OF THE CAST!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHi look at the pic carefully and then i remember going for it when i was in sec 4 which was organize by my malay teacher and went with the my malay express class...The whole black room and all lights.a story about a family, they don't really care bout their sick mum and at the end their mum died without the presence of her loved ones...it was a good play which made some of us shed tears..SO FUNNY RITE!!! u came across someone u did not know earlier in life, passing by casually but you got to know them later and become friends....anyway, went blog hopping and came across my sec 1 malay teacher, he was just a relief teacher that taught my class before going for NS...up till today, i don't really like something in him..the way he judge people.i rmbr, we were waiting for our common test result and he announceed the result for the first place in class...he said he was shock because the work that this person gave me was not that neat and bla bla....but it was a negative thing instead of constructive....what doesn't mean not neat cannot study well!!so it was me!!!i don't care bout the result bout what i care was what he was saying....then i participate in the "deklimasi sajak at NUS" in sec 4...i saw him and i didn't bother to look at him....my friends were approaching him but he just look and walk away....its the past and he's enggaged...i swear his blog is full of malay poems....all the message are written in poems and you have to read in between the lines...asalkn die bahagia yer.... = )
15:56
Saturday, February 21, 2009
how i wish i can scream in pain!!!(girls thing) but i ended up sleeping to escape from the pain...then i still have to wake up and went to pick up my niece..that was yesterday....gosh!!!holidays= lazy lazy lazy....i gotta get myself discipline starting tomorrow...many things are not done yet..fyp literature review, study for final theory....i still have yet to go out with my friends during the holiday before my march for this year is being block for FYP!!!!NOOOOO!!
21:40
Thursday, February 05, 2009
i guess i have to spend my day tomorrow at hospital because my nephew was admitted.Everybody have been sick...flu, fever, running nose and etc...As always, i will always be the last one to get sick in the family and quickly recover...Anyway, i just hope they recover quickly..Speaking of which, i was watching this programme at arirang bout this cemetery in holland..Merry cemetery is cemetery in the village of Sapanta, Maramureş county, RomaniaIt is famous for its colourful tombstones with naïve paintings describing, in an original and poetic manner, the persons that are buried there as well as scenes from their lives.what i am fascinated about was the tombstone that they have on the grave, it is painted so cartoon"ish" and tells a story bout the live of the descendants...it is call epitaph.here's one of the tombstone that wrotes.
thats it for now.... = )
