yahoooo~ fyp meeting for tmrw have been canceled
as i was just putting my lab coat into my bag, my friend sms-ed and inform..
i was pretty ecstatic because i do not need to wake up early to go to school.
My advisor is sick..i hope he recover asap!!
anyway, recently my dad been having chest pain and cramps...
furthermore,he have an history as a smoker and with high cholesterol level.
You know how this thing can lead to a heart attack.
He was feeling very tight on his chest so we went to NUH, ER to get check since he was referred there if there were any further pain.(this was the second time in a week he visited NUH)
tell me bout it....
i m feeling kinda of scared when he went to the hospital,my mum even cried while explaining the situation to my eldest sister..
in my head....is this the feeling of afraid to lose someone precious??
Heart is something not to meddle with...
I know that this is just the beginning and as my parents grow old, i have to face with this kind of situation.
i hope everything will go back to normal...
i've just have to trust the fate to GOD and try as hard as possible..
Hourly or if not,its half an hour, ambulance kept coming in or at most 2 ambulance...
Paramedics pushing in different type of people with different pain and injuries...
For my entire life, i thought working as a doctor is a good thing..
It is not always green with butterflies and rainbows...
exposed to very gory scene..OMG...its way beyond words.
Sitting for more than 3 hours at the KKH ER have make it even worse for me...
seeing different things that may happen to anybody.
Going there just made me heartbroken...
I wanted to work in the hospital but i have phobia of hospital since i was a kid that i gave it up.
its more than bloods and scalpel..
its a place where you hear someone have only a few months to live and the worst part is, they are your love ones...not knowing what kind of life to lead after hearing that...
its a place where i don't even want to laugh about.
i need to sleep and start a brand new day tmrw = )