26.10.1989.
-Chua Chu Kang Primary School
-Kranji Primary School
-Chua Chu Kang Secondary School
-Republic Polytechnic(dip. in Biotechnology)
01:39
Saturday, May 30, 2009
he reminds me of someone whom i know....
Okay, gotta make this a quick entry. People around me are all having emotional syndrome thingy. I am fine with it because its part of growing but i don't think i have it. I've never get depressed because i always go with the flow and never really sit down and think bout it. I don't know whether its a good thing or a bad thing?? nvmd, genomic class was fun today...class was full of laughter including our facilitator,furthermore, its the last day before 2 weeks vacation.... i m going for a picnic...YAY!!
12:03
Thursday, May 21, 2009
i tell you!! i am mad for few several reason. 1. I emailed the ORG for LOA(leave of absent) so i could get to take supplementary UT as i skip the first UT due to my serious case of eye infection. The ORG didn't reply my email till my advisor email them and CC the email to me!!!
2. Secondly, the school email me to pay my school fees of $88.25 which is not included in the financial assistance subsidy provided by MENDAKI thus i have to pay it myself and i don't have the money with me. I've decided to pay through PSEA and since i have to pay by today, they email me yesterday. They gave me an online form and asked me to fill it up and go down to school to submit it...with the EYE INFECTION I AM HAVING RIGHT NOW!!!
3. I've lost my Antibiotic eye drop!! my eye is itching and desperately in need of it.. The other medicine i have is just mean for dry eye.My eye that is infected with PINK bacteria needs antibiotic to fight off with the bacteria.
school is making me mad because of the lack of response and ineffectiveness.. i'll bet warning letter from the school have arrive at my mailbox. Got MC from the hospital but its not a use to school...Stupid system.. i am frustrated too because i am doing this myself that i forget to apply my medicine.... shouldn't i be resting! URGH~~~
22:00
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
whats up??? NOT GOOD to start with... eye infection got worse on Saturday night,went to the doctor and was referred to the ANE because the doctor told me that my epithelial on the eye is torn. GOD knows how pain was it...it was dry,i kept tearing ,it swells and i can't open my right eye. My parents drove me to Alexandra ANE, it wasn't busy as KKH ANE... All i could see was people vomiting on the wheelchair, elder people get push in...What was running through my head while waiting for my turn is I AM going to be like that when i get old.... it was my turn... they checked my blood pressure then wait for another medical officer to check thoroughly on my condition. the other side of the room was one medical officer talking to a woman regarding one of her parents(not too sure father or mother) bout white cells spreading on the body... i've never like hospital....
anyway back to my eye, they checked with "EYE microscope" and the medical officer told me that i could have corneal abrasion and i misheard "something operation" it just send chill down my spine.... it was ok, took my medicine and went back home.... they asked me to come back to check my eye again afraid that if anything happen, i could lost my vision...
thanks everyone for the concern and help me around when i m in the need... ALSO specially for my clan(u guys know who you are) thanks for visiting and Ain its okay u can't visit me...i appreciate the concern from you guys...
i am just hoping that everything is okay and i can go back school...
this is what i need to apply and eat each day... i can't watch tv and my eyes are sensitive to the light! This episode of sick on the eye made me learned to take care of my vision and all my five senses... cherish everything around me... losing something that you thought you are going to have forever is something scary!!
00:04
Saturday, May 16, 2009
The plan for today was to went back home after school.... so a random chat with the usual friends became a mass meet up after school. It was an impromptu meeting and nothing been plan,just going with the flow. Had our dinner, went to library and flipping through magazine while chatting...went to MacDonald for ice cream and chat,play games,planning for certain things.... we had fun just by doing those things and with the company of each others.. even though i was having EYE INFECTION FOR A WEEK!!! it didn't stop me from having a day out with them.....
i m off to sleep = )
00:11
Thursday, May 14, 2009
something that makes me smile.... i hope miracle happens the moment i woke up tmrw = )
21:32
Monday, May 11, 2009
i didn't went to school today because my eyes is very very red... so i decided to went to doctor for reassurance of my eye infection. Went to the polyclinic alone and waited for 2 hours...MY GOODNESS!! first you took the registration number followed by waiting to see doctor... the registration was okay but when it comes to see the doctor, i nearly wanna pee but i m afraid i would miss my queue number so i wait till after seeing the doctor to go to the ladies.... the doctor gave me 2 days MC! the MC is no use for my school but took it anyway... i have some bacteria infecting my eyes, its call conjunctivitis. she gave me an antibiotic eye drop but i think my eyes are swollen but its getting better... i m going to school tmrw at last!!!! its not infectious so its oook!!!yippeee~
thanks for the concern guys..pretty much appreciate it SATISH!!lol
23:53
Saturday, May 09, 2009
genggam bara api biar sampai jadi arang!
i found another peribahasa which is funny but its true! "guru kencing berdiri, murid kencing berlari" now,peribahasa reminds me of shahril.... i saw shahril the other day and we chat while we were on our way to MRT station. somehow or sometimes i like to use peribahasa when i describe certain things and.... shahril: "HEY Chill ar!! bebual tk payah nk pakai peribahasa2 ni semua" hah...his words have never fail to amuse me. LOL
today highlight family day cum birthday cum mothers day was really fun = ) we had games for married couple,knowing everything bout them,kids relay and family treasure hunts competing against other family...cool huh!!! i love the fun that we had among cousins even with the generations gap! i will never trade anything for the love of my family & cousin so more family day pls!!!
01:05
thanks for the concern = ) my right eyes is tearing too much because of the medicine there will be family gathering tmrw at sakura!!! wooo~ (Harap2, mataku yang bengkak ni dah baik!) i'll bet there will be games just like the previous family gathering. okay gotta go~ i need some sleep for my swollen eyes.....blub blub blub LOL!(okay,aku giler!!)
15:17
Friday, May 08, 2009
unfortunately today, i have an eye infection!! yesterday, i was getting ready for today module which was genomic and slept late just to read up and be prepared till late night. This morning i woke up, my right eye swells and it was red.... Frankly speaking, if it was not that serious, i really wanted to go to school and i woke up just in time. i asked my mum whether should i go to school and she scolds me because i am still stubborn enough to go to school with the condition i am in. what to do...i don't like to miss any lesson and its precious..
i felt really hardworking today... i do the house chores, clean up my room and help my mum out...
anyway, i feel so tired but somehow i seems to be angry at someone and i am not sure why?? whatever it is, just don't come back and ask for help when you need one cos i m never gonna help..
22:26
Thursday, May 07, 2009
i am praying hard that my eye WILL be alright by tomorrow morning. Gosh! like what Ahmad said, I M SMART!! ha..thanks eh!! i feel so itchy and swollen on my right eye..
today i felt really demoralizing... it was industrial and food biotechnology, none of my team members showed up until 10 plus, FINALLY!!! one of them came, i was grateful enough....BUT she is in year 2 and thus i am the only year 3 in the team...you get what i mean??but i don't blame her. so i have myself and her to work on the problem statement, i have to thank JL for telling me the important points today. Furthermore,today problem was more to the RDNA stuff which I've blurred it after a year of studying it.well, i did what i can and try my best... i learned alot of things today... i survive for the day!!!
lately, I've been seeing a lot of people crying right in front of my eyes... i don't know why but i got goosebumps seeing it.
23:42
Wednesday, May 06, 2009
Everyday we live by memories some memories,the ones you want to find, can be found if you try hard enough and there are those memories how hard we try to erase,they won't go away
the pain of memories you got from the person that is close to you will not be erase for a long time. But, even the painful memories which you thought can never be erased can be cured by human
22:48
Tuesday, May 05, 2009
i am updating because i am doing nothing and have the urge to write my thoughts i had for the past few days...
i watched this video of this group of blind kids went on a show and they sang with their beautiful voices.. just by hearing the voices and look at them, you can't stop thinking how fortunate you are to have all 5 senses and being ordinary. Those thoughts will just make your heart-wrench and tears will naturally flow.. One of the audiences, cried...he turned away from the crowd just to wipe his tears... surprisingly, i didn't cry.. i am the kind of person who is easily touched by all this human stories but i guess crying won't gain anything...Empathy is what they need!
Anyway influenza A is striking the world and i've just realise more people are getting sick... i am not sure but is it bcos of mind over matter??you know those paranoid idiots...its a normal flu though.. whatever it is, get well people...
LISTEN.... you're not getting it friend why do you keep coming back again and again just let it end shawty you ain't thinking well if this the game of love we're in different cells ain't looking at you my eyes have shifted you got a broken heart i ain't the guy to fix it story between me and you? ITS THE END!!