what about me.
23:51
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
god knows how angry i am with my school...its not the holiday but its the hostility from the public and the fears that students are having..u care??caring is not enough something needs to be done! number are increasing EACH DAY!your decision affects the student pretty much emotionally,physically and mentally.i don't mean to say this but i think when H1N1 cases are getting severe where death and life matters, then school will shut it down...who are the one who started the thermal scanning?the temperature check?gearing up for the H1N1 when first case started to arise?it even came up in newspaper??whatever it is...PLEASE DO SOMETHING!!!its the biggest cluster in singapore that gave rise to the number of cases..whatever it is!!! deuce to this crap n move on....and after 3 years then i sat down and ate lunch with shahril!!!imagine, same school and have been friends since secondary school....LOL!whatever it is, i like the new attitude of him...very chirpy,joker and more open minded but still the same spirit...i was in his class for like half an hour waiting them to finish doing their work!!!it was a fine day!!!
23:48
Sunday, June 28, 2009
do you know how it feels to cry during a meal??
the last meal together with your close and loved ones??
a parting meal..
imagine, you are hungry and eating something but the word LAST seems to be choking your throat..
tears start to flow down your cheeks.
everyone starts crying,sitting down and lose their appetite.
the more you try to avoid, the more choking you feel...
you can't move backward but just keep moving forward
02:13
Monday, June 08, 2009
today i didn't manage to finish my report but i m sure i will tomorrow!half here and there..lets complete it tomorrow!!i am so excited got to catch up with old friends, although it was a short time i know him but there were still memories...hmm...it was like when i was 9 years old~so its like 11 years ago.talk bout all those memories hoping that everything was the same but ya know changes come with time...he really made a bad impression to me cos while we were talking, he was using vulgarities and some inappropriate words for a remark in his sentences.As i grew up, i don't think its a good thing...maybe some said it out of habit and fun but since i enter poly, people use less vulgarities and speak with manners.No offence, but personally i find it unpleasant.It is just me.Furthermore, since the presence of kids at my home, i don't use it at all because kids will follow.I may use it out of anger but i do apologize for it.is it really necessary?whatever it is, i 'll make myself understand bout it!
14:32
Thursday, June 04, 2009
ok...gotta make THIS entry a fast one....holiday have started and now its thursday...time really flies!went to school yesterday to do FYP report & barely finish half of it.I woke up this morning and still progressing!GRR~i have rest for an hour and its time to resume back to my report...i have to hand it to my advisor tmrw and will be having"recap lesson" too for the secondary school science camp next week