do you know how it feels to cry during a meal??
the last meal together with your close and loved ones??
a parting meal..

imagine, you are hungry and eating something but the word LAST seems to be choking your throat..
tears start to flow down your cheeks.
everyone starts crying,sitting down and lose their appetite.
the more you try to avoid, the more choking you feel...
you can't move backward but just keep moving forward